The RITAs Awards #RITASawards

The full list of The RITAs Awards for Excellence in Awfulness 2025!

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Patronising Interventions Award sponsored by having a cup of tea in a warm bath CIC (we’re Disability Confident™): The Decider life skills program for those for whom DBT has been deemed too expensive.

Patronising Interventions Award sponsored by having a cup of tea in a warm bath CIC (we’re Disability Confident™): The Decider life skills program for those for whom DBT has been deemed too expensive.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Bad Samaritan Award: The Samaritans (for rationing calltime)

Bad Samaritan Award: The Samaritans (for rationing calltime)

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Charity of the Year award for services to sponsored marathons: MIND 

Charity of the Year award for services to sponsored marathons: MIND 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Professional Tosser Award (Joint): Jonathon Shedler and Mark Ruffalo (not the actor) For their verbal diarrhoea on X/Twitter

Professional Tosser Award (Joint): Jonathon Shedler and Mark Ruffalo (not the actor) For their verbal diarrhoea on X/Twitter

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Marie Antoinette Award for Obliviousness: Prof Appleby fails to respond to survivors and ignores deaths caused by government policies including DWP and removal of Trans healthcare.

Marie Antoinette Award for Obliviousness: Prof Appleby fails to respond to survivors and ignores deaths caused by government policies including DWP and removal of Trans healthcare.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst description of survivors by professionals Award: "Sick role"

Worst description of survivors by professionals Award: “Sick role” 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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We are so rebellious that conservatives agree with us and we have book deals, and appear on TV: The Criticals - The nickname for professionals viewed as radical/critical thinking about MH services and disciplines yet aren’t revolutionary but are just seeking to  replace one hierarchy with theirs.

We are so rebellious that conservatives agree with us and we have book deals, and appear on TV: The Criticals – The nickname for professionals viewed as radical/critical thinking about MH services and disciplines yet aren’t revolutionary but are just seeking to  replace one hierarchy with theirs.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Lifetime Achievement for Total Bollocks Award: Peter Tyrer - For his endless judgemental and stigmatising promotion of “Personality Disorder”. Runner up: Rachel Perkins

Lifetime Achievement for Total Bollocks Award: Peter Tyrer – For his endless judgemental and stigmatising promotion of “Personality Disorder”. Runner up: Rachel Perkins

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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The Award Award, an award for the best award that health professionals award to each other at self congratulatory conferences. Sponsored by Ostrich Narcissus Private Equity Fund: BIGSPD - the annual party for personality disorder professionals to congratulate themselves.

The Award Award, an award for the best award that health professionals award to each other at self congratulatory conferences. Sponsored by Ostrich Narcissus Private Equity Fund: BIGSPD – the annual party for personality disorder professionals to congratulate themselves.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Most extractive and exploitative false co-production award, sponsored by NHS England: Tim Kendall, for SIM 

Most extractive and exploitative false co-production award, sponsored by NHS England: Tim Kendall, for SIM 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst Trust of the Year Winner: Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust (NSFT)

Nominated:

Cambridgeshire and Peterborough NHS Foundation Trust (CPFT)

Essex Partnership University NHS Foundation Trust (EPUT)

Greater Manchester Mental Health NHS Foundation Trust (GMMH)

Kent and Medway NHS and Social Care Partnership Trust (KMPT)

Lancashire and South Cumbria NHS Foundation Trust (LSCFT)

Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust (NSFT)

Surrey and Borders Partnership NHS Foundation Trust (SABP)

Tees, Esk and Wear Valleys NHS Foundation Trust (TEWV)

Worst Trust of the Year Winner: Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust (NSFT)

Nominated:

Cambridgeshire and Peterborough NHS Foundation Trust (CPFT)

Essex Partnership University NHS Foundation Trust (EPUT)

Greater Manchester Mental Health NHS Foundation Trust (GMMH)

Kent and Medway NHS and Social Care Partnership Trust (KMPT)

Lancashire and South Cumbria NHS Foundation Trust (LSCFT)

Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust (NSFT)

Surrey and Borders Partnership NHS Foundation Trust (SABP)

Tees, Esk and Wear Valleys NHS Foundation Trust (TEWV) 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst Ward Award: Roseacre (Cygnet Maidstone)

Runner up: Moredun ward, NHS Tayside.

Worst Ward Award: Roseacre (Cygnet Maidstone)

Runner up: Moredun ward, NHS Tayside.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst Community Health Award: Pendle CMHT 

Worst Community Health Award: Pendle CMHT 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst Intervention Award: Oxevision

Runners up: CBT / IAPT & IPS (Individual Placement & Support)

Worst Intervention Award: Oxevision

Runners up: CBT / IAPT & IPS (Individual Placement & Support)

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst MH Trust CEO: Brent Kilmurray for TEWV.

Runner up: Claire Murdoch.

Worst MH Trust CEO: Brent Kilmurray for TEWV.

Runner up: Claire Murdoch.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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The Chocolate fireguard achievement in creative report writing award: Care Quality Commission CQC

The Chocolate fireguard achievement in creative report writing award: Care Quality Commission CQC

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst thing said to you by a health professional, Award sponsored by ‘its your choice, you have capacity to kill yourself' (Joint):

"You do know that you have a Black gene that is causing you to be mentally ill"

"Your brain lacks the foundations of an ordinary building which is why you should take Sodium Valproate"

"Katy has a different kind of brain " 

“The thing about Sophie is, there’s nothing you can do to help her.” 

“well you’re quite the prolific self harmer anyway. we’ve already decided you don’t need a bed, we just need to tick you off” (said to me as soon as they met me, before they even said hello).

"I ain't going to coroner's court for you & neither will your private therapist, the trust, or the ambulance service. You have capacity". Then she (NHS rapid response service) hung up the phone on me. This was seconds after a suicide attempt when I was home alone.

"You can't have autism, you don't like trains", said by an NHS psychiatrist medical director who had "worked with autistic people for many years”. (later diagnosed with autism).

“Nurse telling me to try losing weight with keto to cure anorexia has to be up there right? Apparently I'd lose ten kilos a month if I just ate as much meat as possible and nothing else. Impressive double whammy of 'not how to help an anorexic' and 'not physiologically possible'.”

Refused help because you won't meet services "recovery targets"

Award Goes to ‘The unknown professional’ for all these things that are said. You know who you are!

Worst thing said to you by a health professional, Award sponsored by ‘its your choice, you have capacity to kill yourself’ (Joint):

“You do know that you have a Black gene that is causing you to be mentally ill”

“Your brain lacks the foundations of an ordinary building which is why you should take Sodium Valproate”

“Katy has a different kind of brain ” 

“The thing about Sophie is, there’s nothing you can do to help her.” 

“well you’re quite the prolific self harmer anyway. we’ve already decided you don’t need a bed, we just need to tick you off” (said to me as soon as they met me, before they even said hello).

“I ain’t going to coroner’s court for you & neither will your private therapist, the trust, or the ambulance service. You have capacity”. Then she (NHS rapid response service) hung up the phone on me. This was seconds after a suicide attempt when I was home alone.

“You can’t have autism, you don’t like trains”, said by an NHS psychiatrist medical director who had “worked with autistic people for many years”. (later diagnosed with autism).

“Nurse telling me to try losing weight with keto to cure anorexia has to be up there right? Apparently I’d lose ten kilos a month if I just ate as much meat as possible and nothing else. Impressive double whammy of ‘not how to help an anorexic’ and ‘not physiologically possible’.”

Refused help because you won’t meet services “recovery targets”

Award Goes to ‘The unknown professional’ for all these things that are said. You know who you are!

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst Broadcaster: Channel 4, Fraser Nelson (Dispatches: Inside Britain’s £48 Billion Benefits Scandal). This was journalistic malpractice by Dispatches, Fraser Nelson has a well documented bias against social security and advocates for far right positions (noticeably he edited The Spectator, a magazine that has posted defences of Nazis -who under Aktion T4 exterminated 250,000 disabled people as a precursor to the Holocaust), this cherry picked meritless hit piece is beneath acceptable standards. The real story is the thousands of deaths caused by the DWP.  deathsbywelfare.org

Worst Broadcaster: Channel 4, Fraser Nelson (Dispatches: Inside Britain’s £48 Billion Benefits Scandal). This was journalistic malpractice by Dispatches, Fraser Nelson has a well documented bias against social security and advocates for far right positions (noticeably he edited The Spectator, a magazine that has posted defences of Nazis -who under Aktion T4 exterminated 250,000 disabled people as a precursor to the Holocaust), this cherry picked meritless hit piece is beneath acceptable standards. The real story is the thousands of deaths caused by the DWP.  deathsbywelfare.org

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Most repulsive think tank: Centre for Social Justice

Most repulsive think tank: Centre for Social Justice

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Political gaslighter of the Year Award: The government front bench & the Westminster media lobby.

Political gaslighter of the Year Award: The government front bench & the Westminster media lobby.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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You can’t call someone a liar in parliament, but we’re not in parliament, so LIAR! Award: Keir Starmer

You can’t call someone a liar in parliament, but we’re not in parliament, so LIAR! Award: Keir Starmer

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Cuts will set you free, Fiscal Incompetence Award: Rachel Reeves

Cuts will set you free, Fiscal Incompetence Award: Rachel Reeves

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst co-production Award: Timms PIP Review

Runners Up:  Knowledge and Understanding Framework (KUF) training programme.

A provider who churns out "co-produced patient lounges" in inpatient wards like there's no tomorrow... because patients would all rather choose the colour of a gaming chair than have strategic influence.

Worst co-production Award: Timms PIP Review

Runners Up:  Knowledge and Understanding Framework (KUF) training programme.

A provider who churns out “co-produced patient lounges” in inpatient wards like there’s no tomorrow… because patients would all rather choose the colour of a gaming chair than have strategic influence. 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Lifetime Achievement Award for Democidal Policies: Iain Duncan Smith

Lifetime Achievement Award for Democidal Policies: Iain Duncan Smith

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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DWP War Criminal of the Year: Joint award to Liz Kendall and Stephen Timms.

DWP War Criminal of the Year: Joint award to Liz Kendall and Stephen Timms.

RITB Honours #RITBhonours

The full list of (Binners are) Winners of Recovery in the Bin Honours.

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Innovative activist Honour: Dolly Sen

For her innovative art, activism, and films, including ‘sectioning’ the DWP for being a danger to claimants.

Innovative activist Honour: Dolly Sen

For her innovative art, activism, and films, including ‘sectioning’ the DWP for being a danger to claimants.

Alt Text description of Honour certificates:
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Legal win of the year Honour: Ellen Clifford DPAC

For winning a judicial review against the DWP

Legal win of the year Honour: Ellen Clifford DPAC

For winning a judicial review against the DWP 

Alt Text description of Honour certificates:
A rectangular Honour Certificate of Appreciation in luxurious cream and gold with a gold seal on the top left with the Recovery in the Bin logo of stick figure, star, and bin. Honouring the winner with the date and signed Rita Bins. 
Loony/Allie of the Year Honour: Jay Watts

A survivor and professional who has tirelessly, consistently, supported and amplified fellow survivors' work and needs.

Loony/Allie of the Year Honour: Jay Watts

A survivor and professional who has tirelessly, consistently, supported and amplified fellow survivors’ work and needs.

Alt Text description of Honour certificates:
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Best Magazine Honour: Asylum

What more can we say! Asylum continues to be a fab radical magazine for 40 years

Best Magazine Honour: Asylum

What more can we say! Asylum continues to be a fab radical magazine for 40 years

Alt Text description of Honour certificates:
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Best Journalist Honour: John Pring Disability News Service.

Author of ‘The Department’, disabled journalist John has been holding the DWP and others to account for 25 years as the only news agency specialising in disability issues.

Best Journalist Honour: John Pring Disability News Service.

Author of ‘The Department’, disabled journalist John has been holding the DWP and others to account for 25 years as the only news agency specialising in disability issues.

Alt Text description of Honour certificates:
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Fab activism Honour: Stop Oxevision

Stop Oxevision is a brilliant, thorough, well researched campaign to highlight the use of Oxevision, a patient monitoring system consisting of an infrared sensor and camera, which can be used to observe patients remotely.

Fab activism Honour: Stop Oxevision

Stop Oxevision is a brilliant, thorough, well researched campaign to highlight the use of Oxevision, a patient monitoring system consisting of an infrared sensor and camera, which can be used to observe patients remotely. 

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Best mad research Honour:

NSTF Crisis Learning From Deaths report July 2024

Mental health campaigners held Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust to account for thousands of patient deaths.

Runners up Menstrual health in psychiatric inpatient settings - Hat Porter et al

Wren Aves - self-harm research, Escaping iatrogenic harm: A journey into mental health service avoidance

Best mad research Honour:

NSFT Crisis Learning From Deaths report July 2024

Mental health campaigners held Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust to account for thousands of patient deaths.

Runners up Menstrual health in psychiatric inpatient settings – Hat Porter et al

Wren Aves – self-harm research, Escaping iatrogenic harm: A journey into mental health service avoidance

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Best Campaign Win

Everyone who fought against the Pathways to Work Green Paper and the PIP & UC Bill.

Best Campaign Win

Everyone who fought against the Pathways to Work Green Paper and the PIP & UC Bill.

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Our Highest Honour:

Lifetime Fellowship Of The Unknown Survivor - to everyone living with mental distress and illness who has lived through another year, we persist. 

Love, Rita ❤️ xoxo

Our Highest Honour:

Lifetime Fellowship Of The Unknown Survivor – to everyone living with mental distress and illness who has lived through another year, we persist.

Love, Rita ❤️ xoxo

Maddening History Through Introducing Survivor Voices

by Diana Rose

Abstract

Introduction: This paper makes a specific contribution to the history of mad people / survivors through theoretical argument and the analysis of five transcripts of people who were interviewed for a general project but have died since the time of their interview.

Method: Five transcripts were analysed using a Critical Discourse Analysis framing. Nvivo 12 was used with a focus on the ‘Annotations’ function of the software.

Results and interpretation: General aspects of the interviews are presented followed by four recurring narratives: organisations; knowledge; change over time and hopes for the future

Conclusions: The paper at the least extends the method of oral history. It also identifies those things that were most significant for these early activists and knowledge makers with lessons for today.

INTRODUCTION

This article is a very specific contribution to the history of the survivors’ movement, particularly in the Global North. Writing this history in general has many obstacles. At a ‘disciplinary’ level, survivors have mainly concentrated on their relations with psychiatry and mental health systems more widely and latterly, in the UK at least, on the social welfare system. History has had less attention or devotes very little space to survivors (Crossley 2006).  But there is a bigger if analogous hurdle in that history as a discipline has approached psychiatry ‘from above’ – the famous psychiatrists, the turning points in policy, the intersection with law., the scandals and cover-ups and so on. We lack, as Blayney puts it, “a history from below”, a history of the multiplicity of resistances on the part of those disenfranchised in this domain (Blayney 2022). There is not a complete absence, of course. In respect of the United States, Morrison has interviewed people active in the 1970s and 1980s in a book entitled Talking Back to Psychiatry (Morrison 2013). Mad Studies has produced important historical work but most famously in the form of (auto)biographies situated in the historical and political conditions of their formations. Reville worries, but cogently, that Mad people do not know their own histories (Reville 2021). Reville and Church  give an account of Mad Studies specifically in Toronto over five decades (Reville and Church 2012). This work crossed the Atlantic with the establishment of a course on Mad History and Identity in Edinburgh (Ballantyne, Maclean et al. 2020). This course is now threatened with closure highlighting the fragility of such work in the neoliberal academy ( see also (Beresford and Russo 2016).  I cannot do justice to the debates involved here but am arguing that this ‘history from below’ is only beginning and is facing major obstacles. 

More information can be gleaned from the grey literature and websites, the most cited of which (at least in the UK) of is the Survivor History Group’s timeline (www.studymore.com). The SHG has also published a paper on questions of historical theory and method (The Survivors History Group 2012). The website  is comprehensive, containing varied items including many first-hand accounts, but it is also fragmented. As I write, it is being thoroughly updated. Smaller collections, such as Anne Plumb’s Ear to the Ground is more local but carefully catalogued, containing objects, photographs and art as well as text and deposited in the Archive Section of Manchester (England) Central Library (with the correct ambient temperature). It is free to view by the public or at least will be in a few months: for the moment it is accessible to researchers(  A. Plumb personal communication 17/04/24). Judi Chamberlin’s (see Chamberlin, 1991) personal archive in Boston is similarly carefully catalogued and can be searched digitally.  As would be expected, it contains a wealth of information from one of the leading figures in survivor activism and knowledge making in the USA. But these curated collections are exceptions, and this highlights a significant problem. We do not have anything approaching an ‘archive’, of the survivor movement or many elements of it.  Many key documents, such as campaigning leaflets and meeting minutes, have been destroyed or are stored (or stuffed in drawers) in people’s private homes. Gradually this history is surfacing but it will always have gaps and we do not even always know what they are. Blayney (op. cit.) advocates oral history as the best approximation to surfacing the lives and action of our ancestors. The problem of course is that many of these pioneers are no longer with us. I attempt here a small remedy.

This article is part of a wider project called EURIKHA (Explorations in Survivor Research, Knowledge, History Activism). Funded by the Wellcome Trust, it aimed to highlight the activism, knowledge and thinking that was and is being created by survivors / people with psychosocial disabilities globally. I focus on five interviews which at first sight may be for a morbid reason – these five people have died since they were interviewed. In three cases, their interviews were their last public record which to me is reason enough to write about them. But there is something more important and a lesson for today. The tone of all but one of the interviews is quite despondent. Their initial high hopes did not bear fruit. The current landscape stands as a shadow in contrast. One theme that recurs is that their novel ideas were ‘coopted’ by the mainstream, an insidious form of power. Of course, many say this in retrospect (Beresford and Russo 2016, Author) and some even anticipated it (Harrison, Barnes et al. 1997). But this is not the same as witnessing and participating. To stay with the example of co-option, we have step by step (but non-linear) accounts of how the originators of an idea or practice saw it gradually change from centering the ideas and plans of survivors to being radically modified, hollowed out and taken over by academics or practitioners to serve their own purposes.  So, they were commodified. I hope we can try to learn lessons from this. Equally, there is much said about organisations and relations between organisations that teach us, at least, not to repeat mistakes. Again, some of the people we interviewed for the project as a whole called themselves ‘user researchers’ or a cognate term. Our participants did too, but not as we think about this today. The self-described nature of the five focused upon here in their role of ‘researchers’ surprised me.  Although all had worked in jobs or voluntary organisations with ‘researcher’ in the title, everyone doubted their qualifications to be such. Much as they criticised psychiatry from every angle, they appeared to accept ‘research’s’ representation of itself and they found themselves wanting in relation to it. This is redolent of an internalisation of Fricker’s epistemic injustice’ (Fricker 2007). It would seem that things have changed here but we should ask if there are legacies. These are just a few examples of the reasons why I argue that these voices from the past deserve attention.

We did not only have the recordings and the transcripts, we had other material – textual, visual and artistic – authored by the participants and later commentators. Important in itself, this also partially, but not completely, resolves one issue that besets this kind of work and that is the role of memory. Although the classic oral historians believed that by capturing the ‘words’ of their informants they were capturing that person’s ‘truth’, they did not reckon with the forces that shape a story at any one time (Sharpless 2008). In other words, many things intervene between an event and its telling as a memory (Weedon and Jordan 2012, Molden 2016). The interview context itself is one such factor. We did what we could to level the power relations between participants and interviewers – we were all service users, the participants were paid and much background work was carried out prior to the actual interview. In fact, often there was a pre-interview interview especially if the interview was done on Skype with its attendant technical problems. And although it is anecdotal, it did not seem that anyone over-estimated their influence: the general air of despondency is testament to that. This applies only to the Global North, from where these interviews were conducted. The Global South is another story.

ETHICS

The project was given ethical approval by King’s College London Ethics Committee (RE MAS) LRS 16/17 4502.:

But there is more to ethics than Ethics Committees. There was a specific dilemma about whether to name people. This is especially difficult here as it is likely that some readers will be able to guess who some of the participants were but not others. Additionally, there was no consensus on this between participants on the consent form. Since this is outwith our control, we decided against naming, aware that it was an imperfect solution. More generally, there are ethical issues to do with members of a movement or organisation researching the group to whom they belong (Gillan and Pickerill 2012). We were not neutral. We wanted to crack the myth that mental patients are so disorganised they can neither think nor engage in activism for change. It would take a whole book to describe this in relation to the project as a whole, but here I aim to show the role of pioneers. Using this term does not imply individualism as all participants were part of organisations or collectives. An additional issue regarding anonymity, is that this article is not fully referenced.  It does not contain writings either by the participants or commentaries about them. Not scholarly, of course, but to include such references would break anonymity. 

METHOD

Participants

There were three participants from England / Scotland; one from Germany and one from the Czech Republic who originated from Australia. Four were women and there was one man. Their ages ranged from 47 to 101. All were white and all had been prominent in knowledge making and activism in the later (and in one case earlier) decades of the 20thcentury. The racialisation issue was addressed elsewhere in the project and emerged in the interviews focused on here, as we shall see. They were therefore a diverse group and so we might expect unique stories. This turned out not to be the case.

Not all interviews were in English, some team members spoke more than one language, but we also made use of interpreters. One of the relevant interviews was exceptional in this regard and deserves mention now. Those present were: the participant, the interviewer who spoke in English; a bilingual interpreter; the participant’s advocate and – a psychiatrist! We did not invite this professional. In fact, we did everything we could do keep them away. However, the participant raised no objections and we had to be led by them. Perhaps unsurprisingly, this professional took a leading role – rephrasing questions, interrupting, answering for the participant and adding their own information. One could say this configuration broke every rule in the book and we should not have included this interview. But by doing so, we saw and heard in real time the power dynamics that are in play when an all-user project is defiled by the presence of a psychiatric professional who levers their authority in such a way that the main participant is, not silenced exactly, but layered over by psychiatric power. As cameo, it added to some of our arguments and so it was included.

Analysis

I have addressed aspects of method above and the full theoretical and methodological approach is described in another paper (Author). But a brief word needs to be said here about the analytic strategy. We did make use of software, NVivo 12, but it was not inductive. We took Critical Discourse Analysis as the overarching frame and so questions and categories were influenced by that as well as immersive reading (Weiss and Wodak 2007, Fairclough, Mulderrig et al. 2011). Importantly the emphasis was not on the coding function for these early participants. Liberal use was made of what NVivo calls ‘Annotations’.  These allow you to mark text and then to develop ideas, compare across time and people and focus on specific examples, for example, suggestions for alternative supports. So, the analysis was also iterative as annotations could be changed or added to in the light of later interpretations. Annotations can be searched and could also refer to relevant literature by the participants themselves or later commentators. 

RESULTS AND INTERPRETATION

As I take the view that ‘results’ never ‘speak for themselves’, the following combines what was said with my interpretations of this.

The interviews – general

All the interviews were a mixture of discussions of survivor activity and knowledge making and autobiographical detail. Often, the autobiographical detail exemplified some aspect of a more general theme or gave a glimpse into the ‘underside’ of, for example, organisational relations or policy changes. On occasion, it was the disclosure of something painful, such as a bereavement. But this bore on the meaning of the interview even although it seems purely personal. There was also a time dimension to this balance between the general and the personal. The latter tended to come later in the interview which speaks, perhaps, to a growing trust and sense of commonality in the dialogue. In addition, time / memory did not unfold in a linear way, there were loops backwards and forwards, revisions, false starts, long gaps and contradictions. Although the presence of contradictions could be incorporated into some stereotype of ‘mad’ people being ‘incoherent’, in fact this is consistent with the literature on spoken language. The early discourse analysts were at pains to stress that ‘ordinary’ language does not follow the rules of syllogistic reasoning but is non-linear and often filled with unresolved contradictions (Potter and Wetherell 1987). In this our participants were no different to ordinary language users, which may come as a surprise to those who pathologize such forms.

One thing stands out and it is the passionate nature of what was said. Fear, hope, pain and humour permeate the transcripts. The movements and the person’s role in them really mattered to these individuals, they were proud of their achievements (although usually referencing others) and devastated when things went wrong. They were despondent at how things had turned out in the present day but they were not bitter. For the person from the USA there was absolute fury at the “current incumbent of the White House” (it took a long time to actually name Donald Trump). I was surprised to learn that Trump had even de-funded relatively small projects and organisations which did not align with his ideology. No doubt these decisions were ‘delegated’. The passion of the respondents comes through most clearly in listening to the audio-recordings. To read the following in a transcript: (….(LAUGHTER)) does not come close to listening to two people laughing either ironically or with unadulterated hilarity.

The next section will address four themes, that although differently both contextualised and emphasised, were ever-present

  • Organisations – micro and macro -organisational relations and power
  • Research and Knowledge
  • Change over time
  • What of the future? 

Organizing the material this way risks boxing off the different sections but it will be clear that they intersect in multiple ways.

Organisations 

I take this first because it is the most complex and all participants talked about it at length even though the organisations to which people belonged varied immensely. I will briefly describe the specific organisations each respondent had been engaged with to give a flavour of this variation

  • In the 1930s and 40s, in Germany, parallels were drawn between with holocaust and psychiatric treatment and the group emphasised that those with ‘mental deficits’ went first to the gas chambers. This led to the foundation of the first German survivors’ organisation which had a mixed membership – it was not survivor – only;
  • A grassroots activism group in England in the 1980s and into the 90s. It aimed to ‘raise awareness’ about psychiatry and mental health from a critical perspective, through protest and training, for example, and promoted self-advocacy.
  • A small department in the Federal government of the USA concerned with ‘consumer responses’. At first it was quite mainstream but later became radical. 
  • A  radical European-wide survivors organisation with a varied history marked especially by the fall of the Berlin Wall in 1989 which reconfigured what counted as ‘Europe’
  • The ‘user’ branch of the biggest mental health NGO in England which was also concerned with research / knowledge making

I have said that this topic is complex. Again, at the risk of rigidity, it can be broken down roughly as follows: power; funding; relations between groups; formalisation; effects on the person themselves both in terms of motivation for getting involved and the impact of this; and the role of ideology. Dividing the narratives into sections has many drawbacks as they intermingle and I shall try not to occlude this.

Power

Power comes in many forms and history is significant for how this plays out. Two of our participants and their organisations had been directly affected by major political events. One had lived through the holocaust, been sterilised against their will (or without their knowledge at the time), and treated brutally in five long and involuntary psychiatric admissions. This motivated them to publicise that those with ‘mental deficits’ went to the gas chambers first, were tortured if they were not killed and were experimented upon, so drawing parallels between psychiatry and the Third Reich. They co-founded the first ‘survivors’ organisation in their country. It was not a user-only organisation but that was strategic – the participant is often talked about as a supreme negotiator, adept at collaborating with ‘appropriate’ groups and individuals. 

The second person felt directly the consequences of the election of Donald Trump as President of the United States because he terminated projects he did not like. I confess surprise that such a powerful person would even know enough to pull funding from small projects on ‘trauma’ and so on. As I said, these cuts were no doubt delegated. From Federal power to micro-power it seems.

Regional politics and conflicts are well exemplified in the European Network. This Network started before 1989 with the fall of the Berlin wall and so initially comprised groups from ‘Western Europe’ only. After the reunification of Germany and ‘broadening’ of Europe, membership was much more open geographically. This brought problems as well as opportunities. First, simply in getting together to meet or even finding out which groups existed and where, were enormous obstacles. Here we see funding as a fundamental problem. The main way such groups communicated in the 1980s and 1990s was by telephone conferences but there was huge reluctance here as people were afraid they would be left with the bill. We forget, today, that even large groups of survivors had to manage with no money, not even a grant to cover a teleconference. It speaks also to their passion as well as poverty individually.

And yet, when our European participant was asked what they were most proud of, it was bringing people from Eastern Europe into the organisation. The barriers were formidable, but they cracked a very significant one. Language. The main language of the group was English, closed to those from countries like Russia, Georgia and Azerbaijan. But this participant found bilingual speakers of many kinds which made a huge difference to the ability of the organisation to communicate at all. In other words, to exist at all.

Relations with other groups

The ‘landscape’ of non-governmental Mental Health Organisations in Europe is fluid and has changed with time. But we find here, as has been noted often, that family organisations often have more influence than patient ones. Superficially, they are more appealing, and people can sympathise with them. They also know the rules of the corporate game and play for the money. But, digging deeper, there is also the issue that it is often thought by those seeking to support work in this area, that mad people themselves cannot act responsibly or reasonably and usually want change at odds with what is thought appropriate by policy makers and professionals in the mainstream. Family organisations then and now are more likely to plead for more beds, more drugs and the use of coercive powers to ensure their loved ones ‘get treatment’. For a critique see Szmukler (Szmukler 2015). This is a caricature to a degree and there is not a consensus among family based mental health organisations, but where it occurs, it is another brick in the wall that denies money to survivor groups.

Another form of inter-group activity is what today we call ‘intersectionality’ (Crenshaw 1991, Brah and Phoenix 2004). How do groups marginalised on different grounds or multiple grounds work together? ‘Diversity’ was a question in the interview but the primary focus was on Black or indigenous communities. Black communities constituted an ambiguous group for white survivors in those times, in more than one way. If today there is a huge literature about the importance of this issue, the striking thing about all the interviews, aside from the holocaust survivor, was a sense of timidity, of knowing something was wrong but a reluctance to talk about it. Or even quite openly saying the participant had not given it much thought. The knowledge that the survivor movement was predominantly white did provoke guilt, but the commonest rationale expressed was that “they prefer to organise on their own”. Or some version of this. The UK grassroots organiser described trying to forge ties with activists from non-white communities, for example by holding joint meetings. It did not seem to occur to our participants that ‘meetings’ can be alien events for some groups of people. This is hardly sophisticated but speaks to the movement being built on the assumptions of the white majority. The word ‘privilege’, as in ‘white privilege’ did not appear once in any of the transcripts. Of course, things have moved on but the disengagement of Black groups from the survivor movement persists. This may seem like writing history ‘from the perspective of the present’. I would rather position it as a form of invisibilisation of the different experiences of Black and minority ethnic people in the early years of the user/survivor movement which persists.

The other group that deserves mention is physically disabled people where there is a long history of activist groups and organisations seeking recognition, inclusion, accommodations and rights. More than one participant recounted attempts to find common ground between mentally and physically disabled people including at a conceptual level (Oliver 2004, Oliver 2013). But the ‘underside’ speaks volumes. The respondent who had been a European Network organiser recounted how a physically disabled woman at a ‘joint’ conference expressed outrage at the idea of commonality. She said, furiously, that we were mad, crazy, abnormal and incapable of anything approaching the sophistication of the Disabled People’s Movement. This is horribly ironic when one thinks of the holocaust survivor for whom there was no distinction in the responses to ‘physical’ and ‘mental’ disability’ in the 1930s and 40s.

Finally, there is the issue of gender. In general, participants thought that women were ‘well-represented’ in this early movement. But small things can show a different side. One participant recounted how, in the group generally, women were referred to as ‘the helpers’. And they were given tasks commensurate with the title – making coffee and taking minutes. This is what I mean by the ‘underside’ of history even if it is unsurprising and not just ‘historical’. A simple enumeration of numbers, as in ‘women were well-represented’ is no guarantee of equity and justice.

Formalisation

A further factor, is that grassroots groups had to wrestle with formalisation, when it became almost obligatory in many countries (Author). The rationale behind the pressure for groups to take some recognised legal form was to facilitate ‘involvement’ between such groups and other formal institutions such as state bodies and non-governmental organisations, for instance enabling them to receive grant funding for some of their activities.  Thus, there came a point where even small groups had to formalise – constitute a Board, elect a Chair and Treasurer, deal with voting rights and so on. For the grassroots founder in England this had to be taken very seriously. Some groups just took a ‘template’ and adapted it. The English grass roots group to which our respondent belonged  took over a year to write its constitution. Why?, we asked them. The reply was that it is the right thing to do, consult the membership, the democratic thing to do. And this was not just a question of obligatory formalisation. The distinction between form and content as separate entities breaks down and policy questions enter the frame. The most notable question was that of ‘allies’. Should non-users who were ‘allies’ of the movement be involved? Who counted as an ally and what should be their role? There was a fear that families and sympathetic mental health professionals would ‘take over’ because they were so used to ‘looking after’ us and doing things we supposedly could not. The resolution in this case was that allies could be members but could not vote. After some time, they all but withdrew. Had they had a taste of what it is like to be ‘disempowered’?

Working for government may seem completely different to grassroots organising. But if the English group wanted to ‘raise awareness’, the person working for government discovered what it was like when awareness was raised about them! When they ‘came out’ as a psychiatric patient reactions ranged from the sympathetic to the irritated. But there was a sticking point – a closing of ranks among those who were not survivors. Those who seemed sympathetic turned angry whenever the question of coercion was raised. This is telling as challenging the need for coercion is and was a pillar of the survivor movement. 

This participant often used the term ‘the medical model’, so enshrined and taken for granted that it affected the conduct of research. For example, in a proposed piece of work on peer support it proved impossible to find a ‘model peer support group’ because none of the peer groups approached had shed the ‘medical model’. So relations between groups (be they academics , activists or policy makers) were fundamentally – and not surprisingly – structured by the beliefs each group held about mental illness. And these differences could impact funding, with the usual consequence being that those opposing mainstream research and ideology were more or less written out of the funding landscape altogether.

Why organise and what is the impact personally?

I said earlier that the interviews were a mix of more formal discussions of the topics at hand and biographical detail. One question that arises is why people believed that joining organisations was important. What were their motivations? The two most prominent motives were anger and loneliness. People told of being treated with brutality and aggression or witnessing such whilst on a ward. Words used were: fury; incandescent with rage and violation (of the body). This does not seem to have changed with time except that, for these respondents, the setting was usually a psychiatric hospital or the extremes of marginalisation such as homeless or being a victim of violence. We forget that life in asylums is within living memory – they were not ‘Victorian’ – and that in some parts of Eastern Europe, such institutions still predominate. The cruelty that individuals suffered was important in that people might feel they are alone in their situation but joining with others is a powerful validation. Loneliness and the reasons for it (being excluded, for example) was the prime mover for the participant who co-founded the English grassroots organisation coupled with the desire to change things. Interestingly, this person referred to themselves as a “psychiatric system survivor” because they thought the reach of psychiatry did not stop at the doors of mental health organisations but permeated all of society. Hence the overarching aim of the group was ‘awareness raising’ by exposing the realities of psychiatry, protesting and breaking stereotypes of ‘the mentally ill’.

People talked also of the personal effects on them of this kind of activism and knowledge making. Predictably, most felt over-burdened by the tasks and responsibilities involved but carried on regardless because of their commitment. The exception was the Holocaust survivor who had a group of different supporters many of whom were risking their lives because resistance to psychiatry was so bound up in their strategies of resistance to Nazism. The participant themselves talked about the importance of religious groups but there is something rather strange about later commentaries. As I said, proper referencing of these would violate anonymity. but some later commentaries focus heavily on religion whilst with others it is not mentioned at all. It could be strategic in that the participant is well-known in their country and commentators on their activities may wish to ‘claim’ them for their cause – be it the role of (some parts of) the church in resisting Nazism or their position as the ‘parent’ of the survivor movement. The participant’s references to religion in the interview are quite numerous but ambivalent: their first hospitalisation was in a Catholic-run hospital but as activism increased religious figures were garnered to the cause. The psychiatrist present repeatedly tried to ‘fill in the gaps’, ‘correct’ or ‘clarify’ the role of religious organizations which simply made for more confusion.

A further example of the positive outcomes of activist groups was with the European Network activist. They said that recent developments around the diagnosis of ‘Borderline Personality Disorder’ had provided them with a discourse when previous anger and hurt could not be articulated in words. This could be understood in terms of Fricker’s concept of ‘hermeneutic injustice’ (Fricker 2007). To forge a new and alternative discourse is, of course, a collective endeavour. It is also unusual in this field which is dominated by Fricker’s other form of epistemic injustice – testimonial injustice (Haas 1992, Kious, Lewis et al. 2023)

I have written at length about different aspects of organising as a survivor activist and knowledge maker. The time devoted to it in the interviews underscores the centrality of this. Organising has intrinsic features but it also has goals and it has roles. Since the project included knowledge making – that which we supposedly cannot do – I turn now to the positioning of the participants here using the most common word – research. 

Knowledge-Making

In the project overall there was already a cadre of people who called themselves ‘user researchers’, ‘survivor researchers’, ‘consumer academics’ and cognate terms. At the beginning we conceived this group as the embodiment of ‘knowledge makers’, although many were also ‘activists’ and / or advocates. This equation of knowledge with (empirical) research soon turned out to be a fundamental mistake. We were taking mainstream boundaries as our own. At least, that was one way to present the project to the funders. We soon identified ‘knowledge makers’ well outside the academy and ‘knowledge’ as something much broader than and epistemologically different to mainstream research. What counts as knowledge and whose knowledge counts became a driving question.

In terms of our five participants, though, their relation to ‘research’ was extremely interesting. All but one, who was actually a writer, had held jobs or roles with ‘researcher’ in the title and their discussions of this revealed an ambivalence, but perhaps not the one that would be expected. They all doubted that they ‘qualified’ as researchers. They spoke of not knowing methods or not knowing statistics. They spoke of not having PhDs. They felt rather like frauds. So, what was the image of research they held and which they felt they could not live up to? To oversimplify, it was a positivist model, the model of the mainstream. In other words, they held almost the same model of research as some ‘user researchers’ still do or did, but we broke with it through critique, already nascent in the project brief, that became an ‘epistemological break’.

In case this seems unsurprising, we should remember that these were people who had sophisticated and well-articulated critiques of psychiatry so it was not that they lacked the capacity for criticism and even criticism of research on which psychiatry depended (supposedly). But ‘research’ in a generic sense seemed untouchable, carried out by people with high-level skills and qualifications and conducted in specialised settings. And they felt that they did not measure up. It is notable too that these criteria are used to defend mainstream research by its own practitioners. So, they actually aligned with this defence themselves – a kind of internalisation of epistemic injustice. Reading the transcripts and listening to the audio recordings this seems a potential explanation, for the theme is ubiquitous.

Often, it was a single individual or group who persuaded the participants that not only could they do research, they already were. A couple of examples will help ground these points. The person who worked for government in the USA almost accidentally was given access to sets of ex-inmates artefacts left behind when an asylum closed or a person died. These were artefacts brought by patients on admission. They contained the quotidian artefacts of the person’s life – letters, photographs, childhood toys. They also contained a summary of the admission interview – in the person’s own words, not the interpretations of the doctors. There was little interest in these artefacts by professionals and administrators, but our participant immediately saw their significance – these were the lives of our ancestors, packed up in ordinary boxes They embarked on a wider project, including oral history with family and friends who could be traced. There was a political angle too as most of the artefacts had been brought by European migrant women. When the Great Depression struck a good proportion of these were alone and unsupported and such a position along with other misfortunes saw them admitted to asylums.

This is relevant because the team finally mounted an exhibition and, according to our participant, the response of the public was exceptional. Strangers would strike up conversations in the exhibition space about the horror and injustice that befell these women. “It could have been me”; “they were political prisoners”. This last comment caused some confusion but our participant knew exactly what they meant.

So, when this participant’s manager offered them another ‘research project’ they immediately said “but I am not a researcher”. To which he replied “What do you think the artefacts project was, then?” The irony is that today that project, at least in some circles, would count as research, historical research, certainly new knowledge and with an impact. The manager was ahead of his time; the participant was caught in the iron grip of what counts as research. Later, certainly in the interview, they cited this project the thing to be most proud of. Then the manager lost his job and Donald Trump was elected. The weave and waft of politics and knowledge.

The second example is one that continues to develop and I have touched on it already. The participant from the European Network had a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder which provoked anger and fury for which they could not find words. They read a lot and eventually discovered the literature on Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder as an alternative diagnosis and narrative about this condition. This ‘put into words’ the inarticulate rage and provided a way of talking with others about this condition and how to campaign for change. This is a very clear example of Fricker’s ‘hermeneutic injustice’, or rather a way through to justice – cognitive, social and emotional. It concerns one diagnosis and attendant practices but could be generalised to ‘mental health’ as a whole. The search for an alternative narrative(s), in the face of medical hegemony, is a pressing one for survivors. This participant too described themselves as ‘not a researcher’ but the experience encapsulates new knowledge very clearly. Of course, the concept of C-PTSD  is controversial but that controversy itself means the field of knowledge is changing, fluid and meaningful to those for whom BPD is nothing less than an insult.

The field of knowledge about ‘mental health’ is changing and the voice of survivors is present though fragile. It brings me back to that question: what counts as knowledge and whose knowledge counts? Our participants doubted that they were credible researchers.  Today the work they did would ‘count’ and in that sense they were pioneers, feeling the conflict – personal and epistemological- that characterises that stance. But as well as some progress their positioning shows the weight of the pushback. I have argued elsewhere that in addition the mainstream is shaken (Rose and Beresford 2024). I do not mean that survivors alone brought about these changes nor that they are well-established. Far from it. But the changes certainly have been influenced by marginalised groups generally and specific to mental health, it has been influenced by survivors.

Turning points and change over time

For the oldest participant, the turning point was what gave them the idea of psychiatric patients as emblematic of the holocaust. This was, of course, a monumental event but for this participant personally. The parallel in their life was a first hospitalisation where they experienced and witnessed the utmost in violence and brutality including being forcibly sterilised. They did not even know what this ‘small operation’ was. Subjected, then, to eugenics in an extreme form and this, of course, was central to the Third Reich. They were young when sterilised, and the process took some time, but it was the first step to become an organiser incarnate, pulling in what allies they could and taking care about ‘false friends’. Their first book was not published until 1956 as critics of Nazism went public at risk of death. 

Anger, as we have seen, was a common motivator to change things. But in detail it took a particular form. There was in fact a cross-over between anger and loneliness. It is not unusual (even today) for people in distress to believe they are the only person who gives away all their money even with the consequence of destitution, who cuts themselves, who hears voices no-one else can hear and so on. [1]For three of our participants, meeting others like themselves or discovering that others behaved this way was THE turning point that tipped them into activism. Two people actually used the word ‘epiphany’. What had been a source of shame and exclusion was reconfigured as a potential asset and means of solidarity as well as a motivator for change. To add a personal note, I have had this experience myself and have documented it (Author). Of course, this is not a universal reaction – the discovery that there are other people like you can have the consequence that you avoid them even more (Corrigan, Watson et al. 2006). Or there may not be an appealing group or organisation or, at root, one with any resources. But the way this was spoken about by the participants framed it as unequivocally positive. This can even happen quite late in a person’s life. The US  government employee responsible for ‘consumer affairs’ was surrounded by distressed people constantly. They had also been hospitalised; but they kept the two things entirely separate until a minor event sparked the realisation that they were ‘one of them’; ‘one of us’. From there, the survivor movement became their mission.

The participants were drawn to activism and knowledge-making for a mixture of political, social and personal reasons. But they also witnessed change, saw first hand events unfold that today we analyse in retrospect. Earlier I gave the example of co-option, and we can see this with peer support. Peer support groups originated with survivors, most commonly those who had been hospitalised. They provided a space for people to share, compare, innovate and analyse their collective experiences. Judi Chamberlin compared them to the feminist practice of ‘consciousness raising’ (Chamberlin 1990). And they were firmly outside formal services and professionals were not welcome. One of our participants had the idea that peer support could be introduced into more formal services to provide the special kind of care only people who have ‘been there’ can afford others. They talked at length about how gradually peer support workers became commodified, transformed into businesses and led by people who very often had no first-hand experience. First, it became evident that PSWs represented cheap labour and were caught in a double-bind – to share their ‘recovery journey’ (another co-opted term) but also to respect ‘boundaries’. Where the boundaries were drawn was left unspecified so that effectively they worked in limbo. But later full-scale commodification took place. Organisations, which as I say were not peer-led, had a ‘bank’ of such workers and the managers placed them in all kinds of services the main criterion being price. They also worked singly or in pairs and were obliged to practice (if not believe) the tenets of the medical model including persuading people to take medications they resisted. Much has been written about this but in the interviews the originators of these practices expressed guilt (Jones 2022). They held themselves responsible for having the idea in the first place although of course they had no control over what would happen to it.

In terms of peer support, there are national difference in the form this power and control took. The USA has taken it furthest; in Europe there is both resistance and the phenomenon, according to the British grassroots interviewee, is part of something wider. However, it is also linked to ‘consumerism’ and the market. The issue here is complex and multi-faceted and concerns ‘user involvement’ (or Patient and Public Involvement (PPI) as it is known in the countries that make up the United Kingdom. The British grassroots participant told us they had always been sceptical of this, it was individualistic focusing on ‘consumer satisfaction’; mad people actually organising was frowned upon. Linked to this, the power of the mainstream meant that ‘involvement’ would never rise above tokenism however much ink was spilled saying the reverse. The participant from the UK NGO actually made an exception for ‘survivor research’ and likewise the European Network participant commented on how much more advanced this kind of knowledge-making is in the UK than other parts of the Global North. From my point of view this rather overestimates the progress made in the UK and the arguments about recuperation could apply to research and knowledge making too (Author, Author). However, they could be right, and I will expand on this below.

A final word about change over time. I have written about a sense of despondency in the interviews. All but the early activist and writer spoke about the loss of a sense of solidarity. This has many sources but, to me, it is a fundamental component of this entire story.

The future

Participants were asked what their hopes were for the future. The person who had survived the holocaust was clear: “Peace”. A single word but given their experiences, activism and locations, a word with very powerful significance.

However, as should be clear by now, all of the other respondents took a different view. The transcripts and recordings, as said, had an air of despondency as well as a good deal of nostalgia. This did vary personally of course. The European Network organiser found herself in poverty and became physically unwell so withdrew; perhaps too diplomatic, in my view, to see their activism as a factor in these outcomes. The USA government employee made liberal reference to the political context and took the view that if anything was to change, we would have to wait for that to alter. They also felt guilt at the recuperation of their ideas for an alternative. The UK grassroots organiser also had a personal reason in that they developed a severe sensory impairment which made communication almost impossible. The irony of this was not lost on them as communication about mental distress and systems had been their life’s work. The NGO organiser / independent researcher was perhaps the most optimistic as they saw the promise of radical research as part of the route to change.

The above paragraph, I am aware, reads as very depressing. But we could look at it from a different angle. The nostalgia expressed was for a past that had been hopeful and exciting but was crushed for internal, external and especially economic reasons. Alternatively, what we have here is a snapshot of one point in time which cherishes the past. But it is possible that this is specific to its context – especially around asylum closure and its consequences. All the participants had involuntary admissions to psychiatric institutions. This context has changed although more recently than most imagine. New contexts reconfigure situations and the struggles are not the same. For our participants this was a matter of regret. But it need not be. To evidence this would require a different discussion, for another time.  I have argued elsewhere that the psychiatric system is in trouble – as knowledge and as practice – and is becoming more fragile (Rose 2023). Survivor research and its commitment to social justice occupies a distinct epistemological space which is in opposition to the mainstream. Much activism is online. So the configuration is very different to that recounted by our participants. In the overall project of which this is just one part, the most radical thinkers and activists were not academics but existed ‘on the margins’. If our participants had seen much to gain in certain more or less ‘formal’ settings; these more contemporary groups have nothing to lose when it comes to such settings because they are perceived as causing only harm, neglect or incomprehension. Will their knowledge come to count but in a different way? Of course, this is speculation but I draw to a close here with the conclusion that all is not lost; it is just different and the foundations of this different knowledge and praxis are currently being laid in unexpected places.

LIMITATIONS

In one sense, this paper simply adds a way of being more inclusive in oral history by analysing recordings of people who are no longer here. If it is proven useful one implication is that we should get more interviews done fast and especially of pioneers of this generation. But, of course, we have interviews of the contemporaries of these five participants who are still alive. Which raises the hoary question of whether these five were ‘representative’. This is hardly specific to this group – the question is everywhere. In my view, it is often posed as a challenge to the accuracy and authenticity of a piece of research or practice proposal , by survivors and other marginalised groups, in order to discount or discard them. In other words, it is often a political question at its core and not about metrics which anyway a simplistic approach to the issue. In any event, the sample as a whole was definitively NOT ‘representative’ as we deliberately chose people who had made or were making significant contributions to knowledge and activism in the field and this was a theoretically-driven question (Author)) But there remains the issue of whether the living contemporaries of our participants gave similar interviews to them, or more importantly, radically different ones. There is no evident reason why this should be so but it might be. One solution, driven partially by the approaches of mainstream research, would be to do a comparative analysis. That is for the future.

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[1] I am leaving aside here the so-called epidemic in mental health. It is a long argument, but I believe it has ‘Othered’ even more those with severe forms of distress. It has also been very lucrative for psychiatrists and psychologists.

[2] References to Trump are to the first administration not the current one.

The DIM US framework

By Shaun @SGV_UK autistic.blog

I was feeling traumatised this morning and needed an outlet for my experiences. So I have created my alternative “Recovery in the Bin” framework that attempts to mirror the realities compared to the CHIME Framework for personal recovery. I call it the DIM US framework #RITB.

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CHIME Framework for personal recovery
Connectedness
Having good relationships and being connected to other people in positive ways.
Hope & Optimism
Having hope and optimism that recovery is possible and relationships that support this.
Identity
Regaining a positive sense of self and identity and overcoming stigma.
Meaning
Living a meaningful and purposeful life, as defined by the person (not others)
Empowerment
Having control over life, focusing on strengths, and taking personal responsibility.

DIM US Framework for a “Recovery in the Bin”
Disenfranchisement
The state of being deprived of a right or privilege.
Characterised by poor access to social programmes, no adjustments for a disability in employment, not being listened to by people in authority etc..
Impermanence & Faith
All things undergo change including life to death and powerful to powerless. Suffering is not permanent.
Characterised by a change in new leaders in authority, Change in ideologies, salvation in an afterlife etc..
Misrepresentation
A false statement of a material fact made by one party on another.
Characterised by the belief that one is lazy, of immoral character and commits social sins. E.g. Stigma
Utility
The state of being useful, profitable and beneficial.
Characterised by peoples values only measured by their economic utility. E.g. Someone is worthless because they do not work.
Subjugation
The action of bringing someone or something under domination or control. Characterised by removing or creating barriers to social programmes such as access to housing, income, health services or food to control an individual’s behaviour.

Mental Health Professionals Need To Help People With DWP Processes To Save Lives

By @444blackcat

I’m a AMHP an a MH social worker in an Adult Mental Health Social Care Team we used to be integrated with Health but the Care Act led to a split We have average caseloads of 40 people the vast majority entitled to state benefits ESA and/or PIP an repeatedly they have to prove that entitlement again and again. All workers need to consider the impact this has on people, not only the financial impact but the stress of having to share their personal lives with the DWP It’s an essential part of our job including if you’re a CPN OT or Lead Professional to make sure you help with forms or get someone who will, write supporting letters an make sure people know they can put your contact details on.

Please don’t think of this as a favour, more as an essential part of your role and yes nag the Consultant or GP to do their bit. I’ve never had a DWP worker complain there’s too much evidence. And to appeal perhaps to the selfish side of things. A person been denied benefits can easily lead to a crisis giving you more work an your organisation more costs We’re lucky enough to have a great CAB worker but they are overwhelmed but resources are online to make sure people get the points they need and deserve.

5 Ways To Help

By Tony Roberts. Former RMN and Public Health Specialist @FosterChangeUK

I used to work as a MH nurse for a CMHT. Occasionally, some patients were re-referred or dropped into crisis for an unknown reason. I had a colleague who always dismissively suggested that it was “just because their benefits are up for review”. Their cynical hypothesis was that the patient was manufacturing a “crisis” for the purpose of getting their benefits renewed. Once this objective was achieved, the patient “wouldn’t be seen again for two years” Our response, therefore, should be to ignore said “crisis” (air quotes were a common thing for this colleague). We should refuse to assist or write a letter, because that would be rewarding and perpetuating their manipulative behaviour.

I don’t think this is an uncommon view in MH services. It is a failure to see how much our mental health (and I do mean for all of us) hinges precariously on our financial stability. Some of us fortunately have a wider tolerance for financial upset – we may have savings, a generous credit limit or others we can lean on for help. But for many patients of mental health services – especially those dependent on welfare – this tolerance is a knife edge. Any slight change to their finances can have a catastrophic impact on their ability to live a humane and decent life. And it’s not hard to see why, if we choose to spend a few minutes thinking less cynically than my former colleague. Paying rent and bills is a pretty non negotiable chunk of income. From what is left, we have to prioritise. Hopefully, there is enough left to eat healthily, be able to get into town, heat the house when it’s cold, visit friends and relatives, watch some TV, have phone credit, get to appointments, and do things that make our lives more enjoyable – maybe odd treat, rewarding activities or a Netflix subscription.

But what if that financial stability is threatened by the Brown Envelope of Doom? What do we cut back? Do we downgrade our food? Cancel Netflix? Walk into town in the rain? Stop seeing the people we love? All the things that keep us well are under threat. And some people don’t even have those luxuries to cut back on. Reduced income threatens the essentials – bills, rent – risking eviction, arrears, homelessness. The stress of a benefit review cannot be underestimated. They threaten everything a patient has. Their entire life.

But what can we, as MH professionals do about it? Easy. Here are 5 things:

1 – Spend a few minutes of your time familiarising yourself with the DWP and review process.

2 -Talk to patients about their very real concerns. Find ways to mitigate the potential impact, help to take some of the distress from the process by planning contingencies.

3 – Talk to colleagues who know more than you – social workers, welfare rights etc who can give you and the patient advice.

4 – Offer to assist the patient through the process. It is hard enough to navigate as it is, without all the additional stress it causes. Give patients some spoons and take some of the load off them.

5 – Unlike my former colleague, write that letter of support. DWP letters often ask specifically about things like diagnosis, treatment, medical opinion etc. You may have views about the “validity” of such “constructs” That’s fine. But now is NOT the time for your philosophical views on psychiatry. Now is the time to sign a letter that means your patient won’t starve, be isolated, cold or desperate. Save your philosophy for Twitter. Sign the letter.

Book Re-release- Mass Murderers in White Coats by Lenny Lapon


This books covers a range of psychiatric abuses but is of particular interest for current service users in helping us know the history of how Nazis treated psychiatric patients and our survivor history of resistance and organising against psychiatric abuses.

Lapon was a militant activist beginning in 1978 with Mental Patients Liberation Front in Boston (MPLF) and the Alliance for the Liberation of Mental Patients in Philadelphia (ALMP), participating in organizing, demonstrations, civil disobedience, advocacy and writing. He was arrested on several occasions and completed a 60-day fast against psychiatric oppression.

Review by Sharon Jean Cretsinger, Tijuana, July tenth, twenty-twenty-one

I am happy to see that Mass Murderers in White Coats (1986) by Lenny Lapon is now in a digital edition.  It is an impressive collection of essay and research that needs a much wider audience, especially now.  While this book technically falls in the category of non-fiction, it is structured more like a doctoral thesis.  This is not to say it is not eminently readable.  The style is spare and intelligently rendered.  I mention the overall construction of the book because the forwards and the appendices are important to the subject and should be read equally with the text.  Lapon’s updated preface (May 2021) serves to contextualize its significance in historical place-time.  He notes that the book is a kind of point-in-time look at the psychiatric inmates’ liberation movement.  It was an important point in time because it was at almost exactly then that the radical and resistant arms of this movement were effectively (and perhaps intractably) broken by the government.

In the original preface, the book’s objectives are carefully laid out:  to document the mass murder of “mental patients” by psychiatry in Nazi Germany and in the U.S (psychiatric genocide); to show common ideological roots of the killings in Nazi Germany and harmful, sometimes fatal, psychiatric “treatments” in the U.S.; to give the ex-inmate’s perspective on the oppressiveness of psychiatry, its violence and danger; to present excerpts from conversations with members of the American Psychiatric Association (APA) who are connected to Nazi Germany; to present a history of the organized resistance to psychiatry by its victims; and, to bring all of these issues into the light of public awareness.

The book achieves all stated objectives except for the last one.  Hopefully, wider access to this digital text will help to publicly illuminate the pervasiveness of contemporary psychiatric atrocities and the almost-lost history of radical resistance to same.

Relevance to Intersectionality and Identity

In contemporary culture, there are emerging and increasing texts and discussions about marginalization and identity.  Mass Murderers is important to this discussion because it clearly illuminates issues belonging to survivors of psychiatric atrocities.  It reaches back to Nazi Germany and documents real conversations the author had with Nazi clinicians.  This aspect of the book’s research is irreplaceable.  Appendix 3, “The Myth and Politics of ‘Mental Retardation’” bears a special mention.  This community remains one of the most oppressed in first-world cultures, with many individuals who carry this label still institutionalized and exploited for pennies a day in sheltered workshops.  The fields of psychiatry and related behavioral health disciplines support the dynamic through large-scale drugging with psychiatric pharmaceuticals and various abusive and reductive behavioral “therapies”.  

The author’s introduction makes the wealth of information presented in the text personal, and perhaps more importantly, relatable to “ordinary” folks.  Psychiatric and behavioral health abuses and atrocities can literally happen to anyone.  Yet, in the context of intersectionality, they happen more frequently to individuals who are otherwise marginalized such as people of color and those with disabilities.  As these narratives become increasingly visible, the perspectives of ex-inmates and survivors are crucial to this body of work, but often missing.  Mass Murderers is so valuable because it subverts basically every authoritarian attempt to control the narrative of the atrocities discussed.  The importance of proletariat scholarship in the narratives of the marginalized and the working-class cannot be over-emphasized.  This book is a beautiful example.

Relevance to the Present-Day, Ex-Mental Patients’ Movement

Particularly relevant in the context of today’s “movement” is Appendix 2, titled “Alternative Therapies Criticized and the Role of ‘Mental Health’ Workers in the Fight Against Psychiatry”.  When seen together with Appendix 5, “Psychiatric Inmates’ Liberation/Anti-psychiatry Groups*”, we find a comprehensive picture of a movement that barely exists today.   In place of most of the liberation groups listed in Appendix 5, we have many government-funded and pseudo-clinical organizations.  These “practitioners” and “non-profits” have replaced radical organizing groups with various “alternatives” ranging from the clearly self-pathologizing to complicated systems of contrived, facilitated communications such as the “Hearing Voices Network”, “Wellness Recovery and Action Plan (WRAP)”, and “Intentional Peer Support”.  The rhetoric of revolution and abolition detailed in Appendix 2 has been co-opted and replaced with these various pseudo-clinical “interventions” and “positions” such as “peer supporter” and “case management aide”.   Lapon states it quite simply in this appendix: “They make money off our pain and suffering.  Some of them have ‘anti-psychiatry’ conferences and invite a token ex-inmate or two.  As with other oppressed groups we buy into our oppression in various ways.”  

Mass Murderers in White Coats is ostensibly a book for those interested in doing serious antipsychiatry organizing.  These individuals may wish to go directly to the chapter five, “The Resistance:  A History of the Psychiatric Inmates Liberation Movement” to find inspiration.  There is also plenty for those who are interested in antipsychiatry and historic and contemporary psychiatric and behavioral health atrocities and their intersections with other forms of marginalization and discrimination.  Hopefully, this e-book will offer resources to readers and researchers interested in antipsychiatry, its intersections, and adjacent aspects of historical and Holocaust scholarship.  

#StopSIM Coalition Consenseus Statement

StopSIM Coalition Consensus Statement relating to The High Intensity Network (HIN) and Serenity Integrating Mentoring (SIM), 21/04/21

We are a coalition of mental health service users and allies who have grave concerns about the rapid, widespread rollout of the High Intensity Network’s ‘Serenity Integrated Mentoring’ (SIM) intervention across NHS England. The intervention is designed for people who have not committed a crime, but are in contact with mental health services, are frequently at high risk of suicide and self harm and are deemed “high intensity users” of emergency services.  Key intervention components include a co-ordinated withholding of potentially life saving treatment by multiple agencies (A&E, mental health, ambulance and police services) and, using SIM’s own words, the “coercive” approach of a police officer as an interventionist.  

We call on NHS England to:

  1. Halt the rollout and delivery of SIM with immediate effect, as well as interventions operating under a different name, which are associated with the High Intensity Network (HIN).
  2. Conduct an independent review and evaluation of SIM in regards to its evidence base, safety, legality, ethics, governance and acceptability to service users.
  3. Respond to this statement within 7 days to communicate the actions taken by NHS England. Communications should be directed to contact@stopsim.co.uk

Our concerns about SIM relate to its evidence, legality (including GDPR, Human Rights and Safeguarding), aims, governance and ethics. Interventions or service models operating using SIM principles may be known by alternative names, however, for brevity, this statement equally applies to those services, interventions and models.

This is a preliminary consensus statement. We have been researching SIM and the HIN for a number of weeks in preparation for the release of a detailed and referenced statement.  However, we are releasing this brief statement since becoming aware that, due to the hard and concerted effort of service users, survivors and allies over many weeks – and in some instances, years – that high level conversations have been prompted.  We felt it was critical to make our position public as soon as possible. A longer version of this statement, with citations, is shortly forthcoming.

We expect to be involved in any high level conversations concerning the High Intensity Network and SIM as a coalition of service users and allies.  We can be contacted by email at contact@stopsim.co.uk or via Twitter DM: @StopSIMMH. We will be publishing further updates on our Twitter account.  

In solidarity with survivors, service users and allies who have worked tirelessly to shine a light on injustice,

The #StopSim Coalition

Copied to:
Sir Simon Stevens, CEO – NHS England Lord David Prior, Chair – NHS EnglandClaire Murdoch, National Mental Health Director  NHS EnglandMartin Hewitt, Chair – National Police Chiefs’ CouncilSir Tom WinsorHer Majesty’s Inspectorate of Constabulary and Fire and Rescue Service.

Black Lives Matter – What White People In The UK Can Do

Text on black background saying Black Lives Matter UK @UKBLM

Nila K and C&P

Some things UK white people can do:
1. Get educated.
2. Learn about bystander intervention, practice and use it. If that’s not accessible/safe for you, then tell people about it who can do this work.
3. Donate to UK black led grassroots/radical groups. Or groups that do street medic/arrestee support. They might be about to get VERY busy.
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1. Get educated

For starters – read or listen to Reni Eddo-Lodge’s fantastic book Why I’m No longer Talking To White People About Race. Google Books

Reni Eddo-Lodge has asked that people borrow/share her book if possible, and send the money you’d have spent black grassroots groups
“This book financially transformed my life and I really don’t like the idea of personally profiting every time a video of a black person’s death goes viral.”

https://twitter.com/renireni/status/1266674554283401216

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2. Learn about bystander intervention
If they’re happening/its accessible, consider doing stewarding/action medic/arrestee support training. Even if you can’t get to demos, i promise you it’ll make you feel more confident about daily street intervention work – which is bloody important too.

Fantastaic ‘riot medic’ manual here: https://riotmedicine.net/
De-arrests are Holy. They save lives.
Persuade other ppl to donate/boost too.

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3. Donate to black-led grassroots/radical groups.
Examples include BLM UK, Green and Black Cross, UK Mutual Aid, or INQUEST, an incredible organisation who work on Deaths in Custody and holding UK state to account. They work on ALL deaths in custody whether police, psychiatric, prison, immigration detention. And they do all this on no fucking money. Like, they’d have to save up for a shoestring. If you have spare cash, send them some. I guarantee you they’re already busier than usual and gonna get more so.

The Double Life Of The Recovered Professional

In or Out

I find myself in a dilemma.

I have spent the past 15 years engaging in ‘recovery’. I have spent the last six years (or thereabouts) shouting about how utterly grateful I am to the services that ‘saved’ me. I have worked hard to come off benefits and pay my way. From being the most difficult patient, I have become the poster girl for the recovered individual. I have been an (unpaid) service user facilitator in a DBT group, I have a chapter in a book edited by a renowned clinical psychologist and I have delivered motivational talks to groups of professionals. The dilemma I find myself in is that I no longer believe what I have said. My dilemma is further exacerbated by the fact I work in mental health services.

I would not be writing this if my internal self was congruent with my apparent external state. I keep thinking, ‘well, I am in a much better position than I was 10, 7, 4 years ago’, and this is true to a point. I am not attending A&E every weekend; I am not getting myself so drunk, I wake up two days later; my financial situation is much more stable. I have been able to maintain a relationship to the point of marriage, and I am able to interact with others in a socially acceptable way. In all of that, however, I do not state I actually feel better.

I imagine I must feel better because I am not doing the things I used to do…although I am. Recently, my spouse went away for a few weeks and I was left to my own devices. I took a ton of codeine (not to harm myself, just to get off my head, to feel better), I drank a fair bit (a litre of whiskey in one sitting), and I self-harmed (pretty fucking badly in all fairness). Not having work to go to and actually still being as isolated as I was 10 years made brought home the stark reality of my existence. All I have done is supress how I feel, ignore my experiences and distract from reality. With work removed, I am scrabbling around, afraid of myself and wondering what the fuck is it all about?

I thought I wanted to be a clinical psychologist, but it turns many of them are narcissistic, egotistical, elitist sociopaths. Furthermore, the selection process for the clinical psychology training is based on many things, a key one having the ability to interpret statistical data. I’ve met too many clinical psychologists who are excellent with graphs yet not so skilled with people. As long as I adhere to their way of thinking, then I am doing just dandy. Any deviation from their thought processes, then we are being difficult, wilful, and defensive. Their toxicity is disguised, however, as they talk about trauma as opposed to personality disorders (which isn’t a bad thing, as at least experiences are being somewhat acknowledged). What further happens is that the good ones think, ‘fuck this shit’, and they leave. Whilst I’m definitely not a clinical psychologist, I’m at that point of wanting to leave. Everything I thought I wanted has fell around me, and I realise that recovery is but a concept coined by the professionals who have no peripheral vision.

As someone who grew up in the care system, what am I trying to recover? I was sexually, physically, and emotionally abused. I did not see my biological mother for over 20 years. My child was removed from my care. I have struggled, but been made to feel guilt and shame for my responses. I was instructed to hide old self-harm scars during DBT. We were not allowed to talk about self-harm within group, because of the risk of glorifying or romanticising it. I have been indoctrinated just as much as the people from my childhood indoctrinated me.

I work as a mental health care support worker. Some of the people I work with are genuinely nice people, but I see their limitations created by the system. Terms such as, ‘it’s personality’, ‘they’re med seeking’, and ‘they’re a nightmare’ are bandied around without thought or reflection. How offensive is it to term someone’s personality as disordered following a whole heap of childhood trauma? Why are we ok to dispense diazepam when ‘patients’ are not asking for it, but when they request it for the same problem, we no longer see it as a beneficial? What makes someone a nightmare?

What I am left with is a fear of someone finding out about me and my ‘stuff’. I work in an office with a whole bunch of mental health ‘professionals’, yet I am terrified they will find out my secret. This fear comes from the stigma I have witnessed and been subject to throughout both my non-working and working life. I was stigmatised as a service user with a diagnoses of BPD, and I am unwittingly stigmatised within my profession. There are mental health nurses who quite happily state that people with mental health difficulties CAN NOT work in mental health. When asked what recovered, ex-service users can do, they cannot answer, just that we shouldn’t be working in mental health.

Why can’t I find someone to talk to, without them trying to fix me? Why can’t I say, ‘you know, I feel shit, and there’s a good chance I will always feel shit given my start in life, but I accept that. I might self-harm from time to time, as safely as possible, I might engage in some other behaviours, but I am not asking anyone to patch me up. I’ll do that myself. I just want space to talk about it’? Why is this not acceptable? Why am I not accepted as I am, cuts and all? Why do professionals only care if you are ‘engaging’? Engaging in what? I have done everything asked and expected of me, and more. I’m lonelier than ever because I have been trained to put up and shut up.

The mental health sector does not believe in the recovery they try and push, but they do not recognise this. If difficult, PD, nightmare patients cannot recover or work in mental health, what are the mental health service doing with their service users? What are they working towards? There is such a blatant, screaming irony in the system, yet most are blind to it. I see people who have started out with good intentions, but they quickly get swallowed by the toxicity around them. At least two thirds of the employees talk about how they won’t come out of the NHS because of the bloody pension. Right now, I feel trapped by the money, and hate myself for it. I do not want to be that person. I have been that person, in the past, screaming at professionals that they are simply ‘doing it for the money’. That’s me, right now, in this moment in time, doing my job for the money. I care about the people I work with, but that care is overshadowed by the misery of what I am witnessing. I am at the bottom of the pile, sneered at for being a band 3 HCSW (I am asked ‘why don’t you go and do your nursing?’ at least twice a week). The hierarchy is real, and damaging, and people are made to feel shame.

I am in a quandary, a place of unease. I need to live, survive, so I need my wage. For a few years, I believed that people were not doing ‘this’ for the money, but we are. When our motivator is money, what have we become? Our priority is us, not the people accessing the service. It’s not a bad thing to want a wage, to have the right to earn a living. It’s certainly not a good thing, however, when the wellbeing of others is dependent on the wage being offered. Every day in work, I hear judgement and disdain, frustration and contempt for both users of the service and for the system as a whole, yet people continue to work in the same environment for many years. I am not the only one who hates their situation, but I see few, if any, doing something about it. Those in-office attitudes should remind us of how the system is run, and who is running it – a group of unhappy individuals, entrusted with the care and treatment of unwell individuals.

Mental health services need a complete reform, yet I do not see that happening any time soon. The good ones leave, the weak ones follow the crowd, and the leaders bully and intimidate. Stigma remains rife and continues to grow, and treatment is based on the egotistical needs of the practitioner. Where therapists have told me, ‘it’s not your fault’, they have instilled a deep shame within me regarding my reactions. My words are out there, on paper, as the model patient, and I cannot undo that. I was so desperately trying to please, that childlike need in me still searching for a mother, and professionals have either been blind or willing to take advantage of it. I’m trapped, and I am afraid of becoming ‘one of them’.

About the Author: I would like to be able to be transparent with who I am, but it is difficult to do so right now; Because of the institutional nature of current services – once in, you cannot have a voice, or as a service user, you don’t have a voice unless it is tokenistic. I hope to be able to come out of the NHS safely and be more open about my experiences.
– L