Fuck You, You Knew

A survivors response to the Royal College of Psychiatrists (2026) Position Statement PS04/26 – ‘Addressing the impact of non-recent child sexual abuse on the mental health of adults’

In August 2026, the Royal College of Psychiatrists published a “landmark” position statement on the impact of non-recent child sexual abuse. It seemingly acknowledges that survivors have been disbelieved, retraumatised, misdiagnosed, and harmed by mental health services. It recognises the relationship between childhood sexual abuse and experiences extending beyond traditionally defined PTSD, including substance use, dissociation, and psychosis. It acknowledges Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) as a real and historically contested diagnosis, and that this controversy has contributed to survivors being underdiagnosed and misdiagnosed. It appears to confront the harms of psychiatric diagnosis itself: the medicalisation of distress, shame, stigma, diagnostic overshadowing, and the fragmentation of people across multiple diagnoses. Splashed across the pages, prominently displayed survivor testimony describes generations of sexually abused women pathologised as personality disordered, calling the personality disorder (PD) construct systemically harmful, demanding its abandonment. And, extraordinarily, the President of the Royal College apologises for the “avoidable” harm survivors have experienced within mental health services.

These seem like pretty bloody significant admissions. There are things in this statement that survivors, activists, and critical professionals have fought for centuries to have psychiatry acknowledge. There is something enormous about seeing them written down in an official statement from psychiatry’s own professional body. Some of what is contained in these 94 pages would have been almost unimaginable as an institutional position not very long ago.

My first response when I read it was: They can get fucked.

Perhaps I was supposed to feel vindicated. Here, finally, was psychiatry acknowledging things survivors have spent our lives trying to make it acknowledge. Instead, I felt incensed. Because acknowledgement without responsibility is an insult. These things didn’t simply happen to us. People did them. Psychiatrists did them. And now, after all this time, I was being offered a half-arsed apology from a PDF. I don’t want a half-arsed apology from a PDF. I don’t want to be told that survivors have suffered “avoidable harm” because psychiatry was sometimes insufficiently aware, insufficiently trained, or accidentally got things wrong. I want a person to look at what was done to me and my peers and name it; I want them to acknowledge that we objected while it was happening; I want them to tell us that we were right, that they were wrong, and that it should never have happened. I want someone to own what psychiatry – and psychiatrists – did to us. Instead, within a paragraph of its “apology”, the College is already looking after the psychiatrists. “This will feel like an uncomfortable and unfair criticism”, we are warned, of professionals who “dedicate their lives to helping their patients”, particularly those who “do work hard to get this right.” Harm becomes “unintentional”, caused by “what is considered best or normal practice”, lack of training or awareness, or healthcare systems and structures.

But you see, I. Don’t. Care. whether you “intended” to hurt me. Intention is not accountability. “Did you mean to harm us?” is a fundamentally different question from “Did you harm us, did you know you were harming us, and what did you do when we told you?” If it was “avoidable”, why wasn’t it avoided?

Flicking through, page by page, it’s startlingly obvious how professional innocence and need for staff safety is repeatedly preserved. Even in a document supposedly about the psychiatric harm experienced by survivors of child sexual abuse, considerable space is made for professionals’ own self-care, and potential to be harmed vicariously by hearing about our trauma. Elsewhere, clinicians faced with inadequate trauma services are described as potentially experiencing “ethical dilemmas” and “moral injury” when they can’t help but harm us. Apparently even our mistreatment requires consideration of how distressing mistreating us might be for them.

Somehow, throughout the entire document, unless they are patting themselves on the back, or comforting each other about how hard it is to harm their patients, professionals are entirely removed. Services seemingly run themselves, while patients are assessed, diagnosed, treated, detained, restrained, abused, neglected, and harmed by some nebulous, undefined power beyond the control of the profession. Psychiatrists magically appear when there is compassion, hard work, or good intention to take credit for – but when there is harm, suddenly nobody is holding the pen. Nobody in this document wants to be the person who did anything wrong.

The same instinct appears when the College approaches sexual abuse perpetrated within the mental health system itself (I say “approaches” – it generously apportions one whole sentence out of 94 pages). It tells us that it is important to acknowledge that, “even if rare”, some survivors were sexually abused within children’s mental health services. “Even if rare” is doing an extraordinary amount of work there. The harm is minimised before it has even been acknowledged. At no point does it say who is abusing the children (staff? patients?), while children confined and abused on adultpsychiatric wards disappear from the sentence entirely – their highly documented and widely shared experiences of abuse don’t even exist. Most extraordinarily, or perhaps not, nowhere is there an apology from psychiatry for the fact that children were (and still are) sexually abused within psychiatric services. Psychiatry is apparently prepared to (sort of) apologise for the harm it caused survivors of CSA, while quietly acknowledging that some of that CSA was actually perpetrated within its own institutions, by its own staff, without apologising for that. Bit too uncomfortable is it? Once again, nobody did anything. Nobody abused the children who were abused; nobody failed to protect them; nobody allowed it to happen. It just happened “within children’s mental health services”.

This is what makes the College’s repeated appeals to “lack of awareness” so difficult to stomach. Psychiatry did not discover the relationship between childhood sexual abuse and mental distress in 2026.

It has always known.

In 1857, Dr Auguste Ambroise Tardieu documented the sexual abuse of children, including abuse within families. In the nineteenth-century Salpêtrière hospital, Charcot encountered sexually abused women among those diagnosed with “hysteria”. Freud’s patients told him about childhood rape and sexual assault, and in 1896 he publicly connected childhood sexual experiences with “hysteria” and “obsessional neurosis” before taking a dramatic u-turn – subsequently (and disgustingly) relocating the origin of CSA into fantasy. Across these histories, knowledge of sexual violence repeatedly collided with theories which located pathology inside the people subjected to it; and within it all, psychiatry had the power. This was not an abstract disagreement about how best to conceptualise distress. Survivors of sexual violence were disbelieved, detained, confined, sterilised, subjected to electroshock, insulin comas, lobotomies, and other damaging and even deadly interventions. Their resistance itself often became – and still becomes – evidence of pathology. Their accounts of what had happened to them were – and still are – transformed into evidence about what was wrong with them.

The College did not officially exist when this history began, but this is part of the intellectual and institutional ground on which it was built. The College’s predecessor, the Association of Medical Officers of Asylums and Hospitals for the Insane, was founded in 1841 – right at the heart of these early academic and clinical discussions. You do not get to inherit the authority, knowledge, and professional lineage of your predecessors while becoming historically weightless when somebody asks who bears responsibility for what that profession did, hiding behind words like “normal practice”. “Normal practice” is not the fucking weather. Professions create normal practice. They teach it, publish it, defend it, reproduce it, and enforce it. If generations of survivors tell you that your “normal practice” is harming them, you cannot indefinitely call the resulting harm an unfortunate consequence of insufficient awareness. If we told you that you were hurting us and you carried on, the problem was never that you didn’t know.

I am a survivor of child sexual abuse, and sexual violence as an adult. This has been the heart of most of my interactions with mental health services for the past 14 years. Like most people with my history and presentation, I was labelled with personality disorder. I was later diagnosed with DID and trauma-related psychosis, but the harm was already done, and continues to be done. This position statement isn’t abstract for me, it’s about my life. Not only that, but my name appears twice in the citations – my own survivor testimony used to create the document. Putting aside my anger, I tried to read it with some sense of objectivity, there were some good things – DID was being recognised; psychosis was too; personality disorder appeared highly criticised; and ‘false memory syndrome’ was finally put to bed. There were things I disagreed with also, such as the conclusion that formulation was the way forward, with absolutely no consideration for how many survivors experienced formulation as exposing and unsafe. Nobody appeared to have thought about the administrative usefulness of a diagnostic label in retaining a person’s confidentiality, dignity, or sense of control. I guess none of them have ever thought about what it would be like to submit a document detailing all the ways you were sexually abused to the local council to get a blue badge, or to your university to get reasonable adjustments…“What happened to you?” sounds wonderfully humane until the resulting formulation containing your most shameful and humiliating secrets is taken from you and forced to travel through bureaucratic systems, baring your soul to anyone and everyone who works at a desk. There was also an overall sense of the statement lacking teeth. DID was recognised, but there was no statement that the College would be pushing for NICE guidelines for dissociative disorders. Despite overwhelming evidence of the link between CSA and self-harm/suicidality, the words “self-harm” were only used twice, while suicide wasn’t discussed at all – there was no guidance on how this should be approached in practice. I wondered if they had perhaps published the first draft instead of the finished document. Where was the actual change it implied it was creating? It became a bit much, I had to have a break. As angry as I was upon the first reading, it was only when I came back and read the statement again after a few weeks that I realised it was actually even worse than my first impression.

On my first reading, my eyes had been drawn to the large, brightly coloured quotations scattered throughout the document. They say the things survivors have been screaming at the mental health system for decades: “Don’t attach the sticky label of borderline personality disorder”; “The personality disorder construct is systemically harming childhood sexual abuse survivors”; “We have known about this harm for many years”; “It is time to abandon the ideas behind this diagnosis”. One contributor says that while working in a personality disorder service they realised almost every patienthad been sexually abused as a child. Another says that if you disclose childhood sexual abuse and you are a woman, you are more than likely to end up diagnosed with personality disorder. It felt extraordinary reading these in an official College position statement – no wonder I thought the College had admitted something enormous.

Then I read the document again without reading the bright boxes, and nothing happened. Remove the survivor quotations from this supposedly co-produced document and the position statement remains intact. There are no holes in its argument, no missing steps, no paragraphs rendered incomprehensible because the knowledge on which they depended has disappeared. The survivors’ words sit visually front and centre, but the institutional argument does not depend upon them.

Look at what happens when those survivor voices collide with the College’s actual words.

Survivors say the personality disorder construct is overdiagnosed, systemically harming survivors, and should be abandoned. The College says “a proportion” of survivors have been treated in personality disorder services, which “have often been the only specialised psychological services to provide long-term care for patients with complex presentations”. Patients are described as “obtaining a diagnosis of EUPD” to access that treatment – as though we wandered into a hospital and picked one up at the gift shop. When the harms they don’t want to acknowledge around personality disorder are discussed, the institutional acceptance and authority disappears, and we are left with “survivors describe”, instead of “personality disorder is harming”. The college immediately reminds us that personality disorder “remains a controversial area within psychiatry”. Then the statement explicitly pivots to tell us: “This isn’t a matter of contested concepts, disputes about labelling or diagnostic models”, before criticising NICE for allowing PD to be diagnosed without structured assessment or collateral history – as if NICE guidelines themselves do the diagnosing. Later, the statement recommends (on the basis of survivor work which I contributed to) that specialist trauma services need to be separate from personality disorder services, while also, incredibly, concluding that despite this, “a significant number of survivors may not require specialist trauma services”. (Deep sigh). The personality disorder service survives. The construct survives. So does the contradiction of knowing that the people supposedly belonging there are overwhelmingly survivors. Specialist trauma services probably aren’t even that important.

The College has found an ingenious way to borrow the radicalism of survivor testimony without adopting its conclusions. Survivors are given visual prominence while the institution retains deniability. Their words make the document look brave, while in reality, nothing new is said. In the most incredible display of cowardice, the statement even tells us that these quotations are personal perspectives which “do not necessarily represent the views of the College”. That matters. Rape Crisis, responding to the statement, praised the way survivors’ “truths are rightly front and centre”. I initially read it similarly. But, in reality, their truths are front and centre on the page. They are not front and centre in the position.

This is not what co-production means. Co-production is not writing an institutionally comfortable document and decorating it with survivors’ words in pretty boxes. If survivor knowledge has no consequence for the argument, if it can be removed without changing its meaning, and if the clearest demands can be printed in enormous coloured letters while the actual position walks straight past them, then their presence is simply stolen legitimacy for conclusions they did not produce. And perhaps that is what I find most unbearable about this statement. Psychiatry cannot say that survivors have not told it. It cannot say that the critique was unavailable. It cannot even say it failed to hear the survivors involved in producing this document. You heard them closely enough to transcribe them; you heard them closely enough to type up their words; you heard them closely enough to put them in brightly coloured boxes. And then you carried on.

But this is bigger than some brightly coloured boxes. The boxes are simply a reflection of the problem that runs through this entire statement, and through the history it refuses to acknowledge. Psychiatry knew sexually abused women had been sexually abused, and diagnosed them with hysteria anyway. Psychiatry knew what had happened to survivors while it confined them, pathologised them, sterilised them, electrocuted them, lobotomised them, and subjected them to treatments that harmed and killed them. It knew when generations of survivors told psychiatrists that their disbelief, theirdiagnoses, their restraints, their detentions, and their withdrawal of care were harming us. It knows that children have, and continue to be, sexually abused inside the institutions psychiatry itself created and controls. It knows what happens to survivors funnelled into personality disorder services, because survivors have been telling it for decades. It knows because its own 94-page statement says so. And where survivors have gone further than the College is prepared to go, it knows that too, because it has printed their words in separate boxes, and added a quiet disclaimer.

This is not a problem of awareness. You knew what was happening to us. You knew what had happened to us. You knew what you were doing to us. We told you. Other survivors told you. Your own literature told you. And still, apparently, our suffering wasn’t sufficient to make you stop.

So fuck you. You knew, you still know, and nothing in this document can convince me that you have any intention of changing anything. I don’t believe that you are sorry. I don’t think you even know what the word means.

Wren Aves

Voice pictures & recreation – a survivor-led approach

I am a voice hearer, I developed a form of testimony of my voices, something that I could share with others and do with other voice hearers.

A simple template that could be used by voice hearers, or with their friends, family, peers, within hearing voices groups.

For a voice hearer to share with a mental health professional as a starting point for conversation about voices, or something initiated within that support. 

The important part of this process is that the voice hearer is leading it. This isn’t about diagnosis, formulation or treatment, it is a simple method of testimony of experience, entirely in the voice hearers own words. 

How to do your Voice Picture

Take a piece a paper, A4 or larger and draw a circle in the middle, this represents your head.

Voices can often be heard inside and outside of our heads, or with external voices (or thoughts or sounds) crossing over to inside our heads, and vice versa.

Some of us also see our voices/entities, or have tactile voices we feel, or someones all three, hearing, feeling and seeing.

Identify your voices

Give your voices/sounds, be they individual or groups names. Identify numbers of them, gender, colours, what they say, how they say it.

You can write as much or as little as you like, a single word, or several sentences.

Voice Recreation

This is producing anything from a small snapshot of your voices to however sophisticated you want to get!

You could use your own voice, that of friends, other voice hearers, create sounds, use everyday objects for creating sounds.

Then record it on anything from your mobile phone to using sound software.

Your voice picture and soundscape are your personal testimony for you to do whatever you wish with, whether it’s a personal conversation with yourself and your voices, or something you share with others to say “these are my voices”.

Surviving Trauma – and Being Treated Like the Problem

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If you met me in everyday life, you probably wouldn’t guess much about my past.

I work. I have hobbies. I have friends. I have interests, hopes, dreams, and the usual regrets people carry through life. On the surface, I’m just another person getting on with things.

What you can’t see is what I’ve survived.

I’m a survivor of complex childhood trauma, including child sexual abuse. I’m also autistic and live with bipolar disorder and complex PTSD. These things shape my life every day, even when they aren’t visible.

Like many people with trauma histories, I’ve spent years trying to rebuild a life while navigating systems that often struggle to understand people like me. Again and again I’ve encountered the same barriers: a lack of awareness about autism in women, a lack of understanding about trauma, and mental health services that too often fail the people who rely on them most.

The hardest part is the bitter irony at the centre of all this.

The people who abused me never faced consequences.

Yet somehow I have ended up the one being labelled as the problem.

After a suicide attempt, I received a Community Protection Warning from the police.

It’s difficult to describe what that feels like. When someone reaches the point of attempting to end their life, they are already at the edge of what they can carry. In that moment, the response you hope for from public services is care, protection, and understanding.

Instead, I was treated as though my distress itself was the issue that needed controlling.

The experience left me feeling as though surviving trauma had somehow become something I could be punished for.

Conversations I’ve had since suggests the current use of Community Protection Warnings may be a replacement for earlier “demand management” initiatives such as the High Intensity Network and Serenity Integrated Mentoring (SIM) model. Those schemes were widely criticised for criminalising people in mental health crisis.

What troubled me even more was the reasoning described in the Professional Standards Department response.

The justification for the action appeared to centre on reducing police demand and resources, rather than safeguarding someone in crisis.

A clinician involved in my care later reported a phone call with the officer responsible for the warning. During that conversation, the officer was told that the measure had caused harm and increased my risk of suicide. According to the clinician’s account, the officer indicated that this outcome was considered acceptable because it reduced police demand and was part of a wider approach rather than a decision specific to me.

Reading that was devastating.

It suggested that the harm caused wasn’t an unintended consequence. It was something that had effectively been weighed against resource pressures — and deemed acceptable.

Living with trauma and mental illness can sometimes feel like walking through the world with invisible injuries. You learn to keep it invisible. You build a life around them as best you can.

I understand more than most the reality of the funding pressures facing police. Pressures greater than NHS & social care but with less public awareness.

But being labelled now as the problem rather than a person needing help, or not even being seen as a person at all has hurt.

No one in suicidal crisis should face the threat of being criminalised for surviving.

And no system designed to protect the public should knowingly accept the risk that its actions might push someone closer to the edge

The RITAs Awards #RITASawards

The full list of The RITAs Awards for Excellence in Awfulness 2025!

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Patronising Interventions Award sponsored by having a cup of tea in a warm bath CIC (we’re Disability Confident™): The Decider life skills program for those for whom DBT has been deemed too expensive.

Patronising Interventions Award sponsored by having a cup of tea in a warm bath CIC (we’re Disability Confident™): The Decider life skills program for those for whom DBT has been deemed too expensive.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Bad Samaritan Award: The Samaritans (for rationing calltime)

Bad Samaritan Award: The Samaritans (for rationing calltime)

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Charity of the Year award for services to sponsored marathons: MIND 

Charity of the Year award for services to sponsored marathons: MIND 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Professional Tosser Award (Joint): Jonathon Shedler and Mark Ruffalo (not the actor) For their verbal diarrhoea on X/Twitter

Professional Tosser Award (Joint): Jonathon Shedler and Mark Ruffalo (not the actor) For their verbal diarrhoea on X/Twitter

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Marie Antoinette Award for Obliviousness: Prof Appleby fails to respond to survivors and ignores deaths caused by government policies including DWP and removal of Trans healthcare.

Marie Antoinette Award for Obliviousness: Prof Appleby fails to respond to survivors and ignores deaths caused by government policies including DWP and removal of Trans healthcare.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst description of survivors by professionals Award: "Sick role"

Worst description of survivors by professionals Award: “Sick role” 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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We are so rebellious that conservatives agree with us and we have book deals, and appear on TV: The Criticals - The nickname for professionals viewed as radical/critical thinking about MH services and disciplines yet aren’t revolutionary but are just seeking to  replace one hierarchy with theirs.

We are so rebellious that conservatives agree with us and we have book deals, and appear on TV: The Criticals – The nickname for professionals viewed as radical/critical thinking about MH services and disciplines yet aren’t revolutionary but are just seeking to  replace one hierarchy with theirs.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Lifetime Achievement for Total Bollocks Award: Peter Tyrer - For his endless judgemental and stigmatising promotion of “Personality Disorder”. Runner up: Rachel Perkins

Lifetime Achievement for Total Bollocks Award: Peter Tyrer – For his endless judgemental and stigmatising promotion of “Personality Disorder”. Runner up: Rachel Perkins

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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The Award Award, an award for the best award that health professionals award to each other at self congratulatory conferences. Sponsored by Ostrich Narcissus Private Equity Fund: BIGSPD - the annual party for personality disorder professionals to congratulate themselves.

The Award Award, an award for the best award that health professionals award to each other at self congratulatory conferences. Sponsored by Ostrich Narcissus Private Equity Fund: BIGSPD – the annual party for personality disorder professionals to congratulate themselves.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Most extractive and exploitative false co-production award, sponsored by NHS England: Tim Kendall, for SIM 

Most extractive and exploitative false co-production award, sponsored by NHS England: Tim Kendall, for SIM 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst Trust of the Year Winner: Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust (NSFT)

Nominated:

Cambridgeshire and Peterborough NHS Foundation Trust (CPFT)

Essex Partnership University NHS Foundation Trust (EPUT)

Greater Manchester Mental Health NHS Foundation Trust (GMMH)

Kent and Medway NHS and Social Care Partnership Trust (KMPT)

Lancashire and South Cumbria NHS Foundation Trust (LSCFT)

Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust (NSFT)

Surrey and Borders Partnership NHS Foundation Trust (SABP)

Tees, Esk and Wear Valleys NHS Foundation Trust (TEWV)

Worst Trust of the Year Winner: Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust (NSFT)

Nominated:

Cambridgeshire and Peterborough NHS Foundation Trust (CPFT)

Essex Partnership University NHS Foundation Trust (EPUT)

Greater Manchester Mental Health NHS Foundation Trust (GMMH)

Kent and Medway NHS and Social Care Partnership Trust (KMPT)

Lancashire and South Cumbria NHS Foundation Trust (LSCFT)

Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust (NSFT)

Surrey and Borders Partnership NHS Foundation Trust (SABP)

Tees, Esk and Wear Valleys NHS Foundation Trust (TEWV) 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst Ward Award: Roseacre (Cygnet Maidstone)

Runner up: Moredun ward, NHS Tayside.

Worst Ward Award: Roseacre (Cygnet Maidstone)

Runner up: Moredun ward, NHS Tayside.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst Community Health Award: Pendle CMHT 

Worst Community Health Award: Pendle CMHT 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst Intervention Award: Oxevision

Runners up: CBT / IAPT & IPS (Individual Placement & Support)

Worst Intervention Award: Oxevision

Runners up: CBT / IAPT & IPS (Individual Placement & Support)

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst MH Trust CEO: Brent Kilmurray for TEWV.

Runner up: Claire Murdoch.

Worst MH Trust CEO: Brent Kilmurray for TEWV.

Runner up: Claire Murdoch.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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The Chocolate fireguard achievement in creative report writing award: Care Quality Commission CQC

The Chocolate fireguard achievement in creative report writing award: Care Quality Commission CQC

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst thing said to you by a health professional, Award sponsored by ‘its your choice, you have capacity to kill yourself' (Joint):

"You do know that you have a Black gene that is causing you to be mentally ill"

"Your brain lacks the foundations of an ordinary building which is why you should take Sodium Valproate"

"Katy has a different kind of brain " 

“The thing about Sophie is, there’s nothing you can do to help her.” 

“well you’re quite the prolific self harmer anyway. we’ve already decided you don’t need a bed, we just need to tick you off” (said to me as soon as they met me, before they even said hello).

"I ain't going to coroner's court for you & neither will your private therapist, the trust, or the ambulance service. You have capacity". Then she (NHS rapid response service) hung up the phone on me. This was seconds after a suicide attempt when I was home alone.

"You can't have autism, you don't like trains", said by an NHS psychiatrist medical director who had "worked with autistic people for many years”. (later diagnosed with autism).

“Nurse telling me to try losing weight with keto to cure anorexia has to be up there right? Apparently I'd lose ten kilos a month if I just ate as much meat as possible and nothing else. Impressive double whammy of 'not how to help an anorexic' and 'not physiologically possible'.”

Refused help because you won't meet services "recovery targets"

Award Goes to ‘The unknown professional’ for all these things that are said. You know who you are!

Worst thing said to you by a health professional, Award sponsored by ‘its your choice, you have capacity to kill yourself’ (Joint):

“You do know that you have a Black gene that is causing you to be mentally ill”

“Your brain lacks the foundations of an ordinary building which is why you should take Sodium Valproate”

“Katy has a different kind of brain ” 

“The thing about Sophie is, there’s nothing you can do to help her.” 

“well you’re quite the prolific self harmer anyway. we’ve already decided you don’t need a bed, we just need to tick you off” (said to me as soon as they met me, before they even said hello).

“I ain’t going to coroner’s court for you & neither will your private therapist, the trust, or the ambulance service. You have capacity”. Then she (NHS rapid response service) hung up the phone on me. This was seconds after a suicide attempt when I was home alone.

“You can’t have autism, you don’t like trains”, said by an NHS psychiatrist medical director who had “worked with autistic people for many years”. (later diagnosed with autism).

“Nurse telling me to try losing weight with keto to cure anorexia has to be up there right? Apparently I’d lose ten kilos a month if I just ate as much meat as possible and nothing else. Impressive double whammy of ‘not how to help an anorexic’ and ‘not physiologically possible’.”

Refused help because you won’t meet services “recovery targets”

Award Goes to ‘The unknown professional’ for all these things that are said. You know who you are!

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst Broadcaster: Channel 4, Fraser Nelson (Dispatches: Inside Britain’s £48 Billion Benefits Scandal). This was journalistic malpractice by Dispatches, Fraser Nelson has a well documented bias against social security and advocates for far right positions (noticeably he edited The Spectator, a magazine that has posted defences of Nazis -who under Aktion T4 exterminated 250,000 disabled people as a precursor to the Holocaust), this cherry picked meritless hit piece is beneath acceptable standards. The real story is the thousands of deaths caused by the DWP.  deathsbywelfare.org

Worst Broadcaster: Channel 4, Fraser Nelson (Dispatches: Inside Britain’s £48 Billion Benefits Scandal). This was journalistic malpractice by Dispatches, Fraser Nelson has a well documented bias against social security and advocates for far right positions (noticeably he edited The Spectator, a magazine that has posted defences of Nazis -who under Aktion T4 exterminated 250,000 disabled people as a precursor to the Holocaust), this cherry picked meritless hit piece is beneath acceptable standards. The real story is the thousands of deaths caused by the DWP.  deathsbywelfare.org

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Most repulsive think tank: Centre for Social Justice

Most repulsive think tank: Centre for Social Justice

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Political gaslighter of the Year Award: The government front bench & the Westminster media lobby.

Political gaslighter of the Year Award: The government front bench & the Westminster media lobby.

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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You can’t call someone a liar in parliament, but we’re not in parliament, so LIAR! Award: Keir Starmer

You can’t call someone a liar in parliament, but we’re not in parliament, so LIAR! Award: Keir Starmer

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Cuts will set you free, Fiscal Incompetence Award: Rachel Reeves

Cuts will set you free, Fiscal Incompetence Award: Rachel Reeves

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Worst co-production Award: Timms PIP Review

Runners Up:  Knowledge and Understanding Framework (KUF) training programme.

A provider who churns out "co-produced patient lounges" in inpatient wards like there's no tomorrow... because patients would all rather choose the colour of a gaming chair than have strategic influence.

Worst co-production Award: Timms PIP Review

Runners Up:  Knowledge and Understanding Framework (KUF) training programme.

A provider who churns out “co-produced patient lounges” in inpatient wards like there’s no tomorrow… because patients would all rather choose the colour of a gaming chair than have strategic influence. 

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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Lifetime Achievement Award for Democidal Policies: Iain Duncan Smith

Lifetime Achievement Award for Democidal Policies: Iain Duncan Smith

The RITA Awards for Excellence in Awfulness (Brown)

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DWP War Criminal of the Year: Joint award to Liz Kendall and Stephen Timms.

DWP War Criminal of the Year: Joint award to Liz Kendall and Stephen Timms.

RITB Honours #RITBhonours

The full list of (Binners are) Winners of Recovery in the Bin Honours.

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Innovative activist Honour: Dolly Sen

For her innovative art, activism, and films, including ‘sectioning’ the DWP for being a danger to claimants.

Innovative activist Honour: Dolly Sen

For her innovative art, activism, and films, including ‘sectioning’ the DWP for being a danger to claimants.

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Legal win of the year Honour: Ellen Clifford DPAC

For winning a judicial review against the DWP

Legal win of the year Honour: Ellen Clifford DPAC

For winning a judicial review against the DWP 

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Loony/Allie of the Year Honour: Jay Watts

A survivor and professional who has tirelessly, consistently, supported and amplified fellow survivors' work and needs.

Loony/Allie of the Year Honour: Jay Watts

A survivor and professional who has tirelessly, consistently, supported and amplified fellow survivors’ work and needs.

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Best Magazine Honour: Asylum

What more can we say! Asylum continues to be a fab radical magazine for 40 years

Best Magazine Honour: Asylum

What more can we say! Asylum continues to be a fab radical magazine for 40 years

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Best Journalist Honour: John Pring Disability News Service.

Author of ‘The Department’, disabled journalist John has been holding the DWP and others to account for 25 years as the only news agency specialising in disability issues.

Best Journalist Honour: John Pring Disability News Service.

Author of ‘The Department’, disabled journalist John has been holding the DWP and others to account for 25 years as the only news agency specialising in disability issues.

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Fab activism Honour: Stop Oxevision

Stop Oxevision is a brilliant, thorough, well researched campaign to highlight the use of Oxevision, a patient monitoring system consisting of an infrared sensor and camera, which can be used to observe patients remotely.

Fab activism Honour: Stop Oxevision

Stop Oxevision is a brilliant, thorough, well researched campaign to highlight the use of Oxevision, a patient monitoring system consisting of an infrared sensor and camera, which can be used to observe patients remotely. 

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Best mad research Honour:

NSTF Crisis Learning From Deaths report July 2024

Mental health campaigners held Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust to account for thousands of patient deaths.

Runners up Menstrual health in psychiatric inpatient settings - Hat Porter et al

Wren Aves - self-harm research, Escaping iatrogenic harm: A journey into mental health service avoidance

Best mad research Honour:

NSFT Crisis Learning From Deaths report July 2024

Mental health campaigners held Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Foundation Trust to account for thousands of patient deaths.

Runners up Menstrual health in psychiatric inpatient settings – Hat Porter et al

Wren Aves – self-harm research, Escaping iatrogenic harm: A journey into mental health service avoidance

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Best Campaign Win

Everyone who fought against the Pathways to Work Green Paper and the PIP & UC Bill.

Best Campaign Win

Everyone who fought against the Pathways to Work Green Paper and the PIP & UC Bill.

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Our Highest Honour:

Lifetime Fellowship Of The Unknown Survivor - to everyone living with mental distress and illness who has lived through another year, we persist. 

Love, Rita ❤️ xoxo

Our Highest Honour:

Lifetime Fellowship Of The Unknown Survivor – to everyone living with mental distress and illness who has lived through another year, we persist.

Love, Rita ❤️ xoxo

DWP’s Nation of Snitches

a glass faced office building of many floors, in many windows are giant eyeballs watching you, in one dark window two red eyes glare out.

One day a woman was admiring my new outfit and smiling, casually said “careful someone might phone the DWP” making a phone call gesture (because of course that someone might be her).

My blood ran cold, in that moment I really disliked that person and will think they’re scum forever. This is not the first or last time this has happened, that people jump to this response in relation to something like nice clothes is disturbing to me but apparently acceptable to others. The fact that I’m on disability benefits is clearly never far from their minds and weaponising it against me isn’t either.

Another time a friend queried whether I should be spending my benefits money (£25) on a massage, y’know shouldn’t it be for things like food and leccy? She didn’t know anything about benefits, my benefits, why I get them or anything else but thats ok she entitled to question me about it.

The idea that they are paying for you so they have the right to police you, that “taxpayers” rhetoric has really worked in a very deep rooted way. Its not my money, its theirs.

Every time this happens I find myself justifying to myself why I bought new clothes, why I bought a massage, why I needed them, because I’m doing it too.

I’ve been investigated for fraud twice, once in the 90s when legislation changed in April and suddenly lots of people where committing fraud so we had to report en masse to the fraud dept. And a second time around 2010, I say second time but it actually lasted for 6 yrs. I was summoned to the fraud dept, was questioned and had to give a statement, I was told “90% of people who come into this room end up in court”. I didn’t, I still have no idea what fraud I was accused of, why and more importantly who reported me. For 6yrs I received constant forms to fill in and random phone calls; someone would say their name really fast, so I couldn’t catch it and then bark questions at me “how much money did I have in my account? How many times I had I been abroad in the past ten years (with outgoing/incoming dates). They always refused to repeat their name or give me any details such as a phone number.

Could you do that? Tell someone how much money you have down to the last penny on demand? Do you have the dates of all your travel over the past decade memorised? Tell a stranger that phoned you without warning?. I had to. This was also information I already provided multiple times.

It was suggested, by welfare rights, that the DWP had a vendetta against me, that it was purely malicious, I had the option to take action but by that point I didn’t want to poke the wasps nest any further. I depend on the DWP for my survival. The harassment abruptly stopped when I moved onto PIP & ESA.

I should add that I’m in the Substantial Risk group as I am “a danger to myself and /or others and must be supervised at all time”. It doesn’t protect you from the abuse of the DWP.

I’ve been dismayed on social media at how many disability benefit recipients including activists suggested in response to the “my Aunty gets PIP but I know shes faking disability” posts, with “Oh you should report her then, that’s on you”. When I suggest “how about we mind our own business” people got very defensive and pissed off at me because I’ve committed the sin of having unwavering solidarity with all my fellow benefit claimants (real or fictional) and perhaps highlighted their lack of.

We are not only conditioned to accept that there is extreme wealth, with all its idleness, greed and corruption, to admire & aspire to it, but also to focus on each other instead, punch down or across, but never up. Focus on the minutiae not the big picture. Across class antagonism is an invaluable, no, essential tool of the state and it will do anything to maintain it.

We are also conditioned to accept that there is extreme poverty, but unlike wealth, it must be monitored, scrutinised and policed. Your neighbour might be spending money on something the state might not approve of. Your poor friend on benefits might be the undeserving kind of poor. Its up to you to decide that, no evidence needed, you must be the eyes and ears of the state.

And so the DWP panopticon has tentacles reaching out into the wider society, we are taught to act in the interest of the state at all times, we become its unquestioning agents. In collusion with and fawning over our benefactors who are also our oppressors. Its so engrained in us that that to question or challenge it is considered itself an act of antagonism, I’ve been accused of policing what people can say because this is also part of the conditioning; to accuse dissenters of the v thing you are being told to do.

We are expected to carry and enact the DWPs pettiness and spite. Poor people against poor people, because are all poor, the taxpayer and the scroungers together, we are all poor and making someone else poorer, won’t make you any less poor.

Its never OK to encourage people to report someone for benefit fraud, not as a joke, not a gotcha, to highlight hypocrisy, to make a point, never. For a myriad of reasons its not ok.

Just mind your own business

It can destroy someone’s life, it can cause someone’s death.

Mental Health & DWP Processes

close up of an eye with DWP reflected in the iris.

The sense of panopticon, surveillance, fear of getting anything ‘wrong’, being believed, knowing you’re not viewed as disability ‘proper’, viewed as morally deficient, all contribute to increased paranoia, depression, anxiety, self-harm/suicide.

Some people relay how DWP processes, government, and the endless drip feed of derisory media have resulted in this getting embedded into auditory voices heard, persecutory fears, low self-esteem.

“I started to fear the police would break into my home, drag me off and put me in prison”

“I was afraid to stand near my window in case I was under surveillance”

“I can’t go out or speak to people I don’t know, they could be undercover operatives”

“I heard my thoughts in the voice of Ian Duncan Smith”

“I can’t bear receiving post because of DWP letters, I ask friends/relatives to not write to me”

*I have vomited at the sight of an envelope”

“I can’t do a class, socialising, doing voluntary work, in case anyone asks me what do I do. I’m afraid of people knowing I’m a claimant in case they think I’m a scrounger and ring the fraud hotline” 

“I have exit plans in case I can’t face the next review or lose it”

“I considered physically disabling myself so that it was visible and I’d be believed”

DWP Pathways to Work Green Paper Harm: We Live In Fear

I just migrated from ESA to UC with LCWRA, I am unable to work due to severe mental health issues, including complex PTSD, complex personality disorder (ie. more than one personality disorder) and an eating disorder. It’s been so much fun reading about what Labour are planning to do to longterm sick and disabled people like me, because it has triggered and/or exacerbated every single one of my existing mental illnesses!

As I often say to my therapist, it is excruciatingly challenging trying to recover from an illness that makes you believe that everyone is out to get you and nobody cares about your wellbeing when the government has proposed cutting your means of survival and the resistance is almost exclusively limited to other longterm sick and disabled people. What makes it worse is that it’s a Labour government this time, ie. the supposed “good guys;” it is starkly different coming to terms with the fact that the people who are meant to be on your side are now targeting you as brutally as the “bad guys” always have, and frankly it has undone much of the progress I had made in dealing with my cPTSD. When you have been through trauma, it is vital to learn to trust people again rather than seeing everyone as “bad,” and yet Labour are supposed to be on our side, so is this not a perfect example of my trauma-injured brain being correct? In which case, how on earth am I supposed to recover when my supposedly skewed mentally ill view of the world is so perfectly aligned to reality?

The allegedly helpful “pathways to work” part of the Green Paper made me laugh; the DWP have literally never been the “good guys,” anyone who’s ever actually had to claim out-of-work benefits and deal with the system knows that already, so it is hysterically naive and out of touch for MPs to believe that the DWP will support sick and disabled people in any way. We live in fear of them, now more than ever.

Moreover, my eating disorder has been much worse since the benefit cuts announcement; as with most EDs mine is about needing to feel like I have control over something when everything else feels out of my hands. Needless to say, hearing that I am one review away from losing half my income has sent me spiralling, and my ED currently is worse than it has been in years. The sheer anxiety of waiting for that dreaded brown envelope to arrive summoning you to explain yourself and your health conditions (often invisible ones) to an unqualified DWP employee has increased tenfold now that the stakes have been raised so high, and you never know when or if it’s going to come, so you can’t live a single day in peace.

I don’t need to tell you how useless the NHS mental healthcare services are, so after they had made my mental health dramatically worse I gave up and went private; that is what I spend my UC on, and of course if the health element is removed from my benefits then there is no way I will be able to afford this healthcare anymore. One could argue that doing this to all the longterm mentally ill people who are currently paying for therapy would put pressure on the NHS once they are unable to afford private support anymore and go back to the NHS, but I disagree; I believe many of us will simply take our own lives at that point.

Only ignorant people would assume we’ll all flock back to the NHS, as if we’re paying out of our meagre benefits money for therapy for fun and not out of sheer desperation because NHS services are worse than useless, more damaging to our mental health than no therapy at all. Without the UC health element, we cannot access healthcare, and consequently one way or another we will probably die. We’ve heard Labour loud and clear with their constant demonising of those too unwell to work, the use of “working people” to explicitly exclude us, and their plans to cut off our means of survival; this government wants us dead, there is no other explanation. Words cannot express what a terrifying and painful experience living with that knowledge is. It would be horrific under a Tory government but to face this under a Labour one is unspeakably cruel. 

DWP Pathways to Work Green Paper Harm: My Paranoia Has Increased Dramatically

The Labour Government’s DWP Pathways to Work Green Paper is brutally damaging people’s mental health. Below is one such testimony. If you want to share yours, in confidence, please email

recoveryinthebin@gmail.com

My paranoia has increased dramatically. (Though is it really paranoia if you know they are genuinely trying to remove support from people?) I am afraid to leave the house on days when I am well enough to go out in case a DWP person photographs me or a neighbour reports me for what they wrongly perceive to be ‘fraud’. I am trying to keep my health from worsening and going outside when I’m able, especially to walk, is literally keeping me alive, but since the green paper announcement every day I am frightened to do it.

I live with intrusive images and thoughts which have increased in frequency and severity. My brain compulsively rehearses the scenarios, forcing me to live them out. 

One of the most common scenarios now involves being in the DWP office and being interrogated about intimate and embarrassing aspects of my ill health by a complete stranger then being disbelieved when I try to explain, and having all income removed, leaving me destitute. Another common scenario my brain forces me through is me being anxious, distressed or panicked at a benefits review and being mocked for it and dismissed as a liar. (I have good reason to fear the latter, an assessor once laughed at me when I tried to explain how distressed and exhausted I was feeling, and I struggled, and I found it difficult to speak.)

My brain tells me that I am being investigated for fraud, that every time I spend money I am being tracked by the DWP, trying to find reasons to remove my support and force me to try and work. My brain shows me what will happen if I try to work, that the environments and the work itself will make me more and more unwell, that I will spend all my time and energy failing to get to work or trying to get an employer to believe me about how impossible I am finding things, until eventually I collapse or die. I speak out loud more and more to myself, forced to act out these scenarios alone in my home, which is exhausting.

These images and scenarios replay and replay and replay. I have developed some strategies to try and reduce their duration, and to help myself recover afterwards, but since the green paper announcement they are getting harder and harder to manage. I have no support managing any of this because I find it so difficult to make and keep medical appointments, and whenever I’ve tried in the past nothing has really helped, and I am made to feel like a failure. This all adds to the guilt and fear I already feel about not having enough money to live and having to rely on benefits. And it worsens all my other health conditions, mental and physical: fatigue, pain, depression, anxiety.

I wish more people who have never had prolonged contact with the DWP would understand how traumatising the green paper announcement has been for so many of us. I hold no hope that politicians will do the same but perhaps if more ordinary people listen to us they will be forced to hear our voices.

DWP Pathways to Work Green Paper Harm: Substantial Risk

The Labour Government’s DWP Pathways to Work Green Paper is brutally damaging people’s mental health. Below is one such testimony. If you want to share yours, in confidence, please email

recoveryinthebin@gmail.com

Been on disability for 25 years. Was originally in the “Substantial Risk” group. I’m Limited Capability for Work Related Activity (LCWRA) and have been for a long time I also get High rate mobility Personal Independence Payment (PIP) and Standard rate care PIP, moving onto Adult Disability Payment (ADP) this month which will remain the same until I’m re assessed by Social Security Scotland (SSS) in August.

Scotland will lose almost £500 million in social security funding if the proposals go ahead and will have to make similar cuts. But there’s no clarity on that yet. I’ve been diagnosed with several Personality Disorders (PD’s), have been blacklisted by psychiatry, cannot access NHS therapy (but have had plenty in the past). The NHS knows I’ve self harmed since I was a small child. They know I think of suicide, the NHS has no interest in either of those realities. I receive support from a local charity. I have lots of physical health issues; fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS), Functional Neurological Disorder (FND), arthritis, migraine etc plenty of the “Dustbin diagnoses”. I receive no support for those either. In some ways the DWP have been more validating than the NHS.

I’m dreading my re assessment in August although it should be easier than the DWP , I’m just so tired. I don’t know if I can face it. I’m thinking about these cuts all the time, it’s always on my mind. Have invested in a large amount of first aid gear as I anticipate an increase in my self harm, which is often life threatening. It hasn’t been a big issue for a while as being finanically secure helps my mental health immensely.
If the cuts go ahead I will lose everything, I will be on £49 a week, will be expected to look for work and will be sanctioned if I don’t.

I cannot work. The DWP has said that for 25 years. I will be made destitute, homeless and there will be no way back from it as there will be no safety net.

I will be obliged to die. I’ve already bought the rope, the pills and know what to do. I’ve been researching and practising. I will have no other option. So now I’m a life clock, a suicide deadline, out of neccesity and obligation. Death will be the only option. I’ll wait till I have to, but maybe I should do it sooner and save myself a lot of stress since it’s inevitable anyway. Either way I have no choice. You can see how my head is in a loop. There is no future. I have new serious health issues I need long term treatment for but why bother? They want me dead, seems pointless to give a shit now. Why bother improving my health. I’m not going to the GP or engaging with the NHS anymore, there’s no point, I’m already dead.